Sermon 41 — A little while and you will see me, and a little while and you will not see me
Ich habe ein wortelin gesprochen in latine, daz schribet uns sant Johannes im êwangeliô unde tiutet als vil, daz unser herre sprach zuo sînen jungern 'ein klein wênig oder ein lützel sullent ir mich sehen, aber ein kleine und ein lützel sullent ir mich niht sehen.' Die junger wâren unbekant und enwisten niht, waz er meinde, unde sprâchen under einander 'wir wizzen niht, waz er meinet.' Diz schribet sant Johannes, der dâ bî was. Ein glîchnüsse, daz dar ûf gât, daz lâz ich ligen. Dô er ir herze bekande, dô sprach er offenbâr 'ich sol iuch aber eines sehen und iuwer herze sol erfröuwet werden unde diu vröude sol iu niemer benomen werden.'
Nù dunket mich, daz diz wortelı vier sinne habe. Sie sint ein teil glich an den worten, nochdanne sô meinent sie grôz underscheit. Der kerne des êrsten meint unde der êwiger sêlikeit lît an bekentnüsse. Ein meister sprach ze Parîs unde ruofte unde dondre unde wolte wîsen, daz des niht enwêre. Dô sprach ein ander meister, wol bezzer denne alle die von Parîs bezzere haben: meister, ir ruofet harte vaste: hiet ez got im êwangeliô niht gesprochen, sô ruoftent und dondint ir harte sêre. Unser herre sprach 'daz ist êwic leben, daz sie dich bekennen einen gewâren got.' 'Ein kleine unde sullent ir mich sehen.' Wil got sprechen, ez enkome dar zuo, daz ir elliu dinc in iu vindent kleine und als ein niht, sô mügent ir got niht sehen. Dâ von sol man vil wol merken, waz gehindern oder gefürdern möhte an gotes bekentnüsse. Wan wie klein ez doch ist, daz von gote kumet, der ime rehte tuot, ez treit unde kumet wider in, wan wir haben ein eigenschaft an gote, dâ mite wir würken mügen als mit unser eigener sêle, niht alsô, daz ich würke und er nâch schüre, mêre: daz ich mite würke alse mit meinem gezowede, daz mîn ist und daz in mir ist. Dar umbe sol der mensche ûf gezogen sîn in zit und ùz im selber sol er got sehen. Ich sprach etwenne: dô sant Paulus niht sach, dô sach er got. Ich sprche aber nù baz: dô sant Paulus sach al niht, dô sach er got: dô er alliu dinc sach alse niht, dô sach er got, unde wil got sprechen 'wenne alliu dinc in iu werdent niht, sô sehent ir mich.'
"After a little while you shall see me, and after a little while you shall not see me" (John 16:17, 19). I have spoken a little word in Latin, which Saint John writes for us in the Gospel and which means as much as this, that our Lord said to his disciples: "A little while or a little shall you see me, but a little and a little shall you not see me." The disciples were unknowing and did not know what he meant, and said among themselves, "We do not know what he means." Saint John writes this, who was there. A parable that goes upon this I shall leave aside. When he knew their hearts, then he spoke openly: "I shall see you once more, and your heart shall be gladdened, and the joy shall never be taken from you."
Now it seems to me that this little word has four meanings. They are in part alike in the words, yet nevertheless they mean a great distinction. The kernel of the first meaning and of eternal blessedness lies in knowledge. A master spoke in Paris and cried out and thundered and wished to show that this was not so. Then another master spoke, much better than all those held to be the best in Paris: "Master, you cry out very loudly: if God had not spoken it in the Gospel, then you would cry out and thunder very greatly." Our Lord said: "This is eternal life, that they know you, the one true God." "A little while and you shall not see me." God means to say: unless it comes to this, that you find all things in yourselves little and as nothing, you cannot see God. Therefore one should observe very well what might hinder or further the knowledge of God. For however little that is which comes from God, if it rightly does its work, it bears and comes back into him, for we have a property in God, by which we may work as with our own soul, not so that I work and he afterwards urges me on, rather: that I work together with him as with my tool, which is mine and which is in me. Therefore the human being should be raised up in time, and out of himself he should see God. I once said: when Saint Paul did not see, then he saw God. But I say now more truly: when Saint Paul saw absolutely nothing, then he saw God: when he saw all things as nothing, then he saw God, and God means to say: "When all things become nothing in you, then you see me."