Tractate — Chapter 6
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Gelobet unde gêeret sî der name unsers herren Jêsû Kristî, daz er uns daz bilde der wârheit hât vor getragen, daz er selber ist, dar an uns nieman geirren mac. Man liset in dem heiligen êwangeliô, daz unser herre spîste mit fünf brôten unde mit zwein gebrâtenen vischen vil volkes. Daz êrste brôt sullen wir alsô verstân, daz wir prüeven sullen, waz wir êweclîche in gote sin gewesen unde waz wir nû in gote sîn. Daz ander brôt ist, daz wir prüeven sullen unser leben in der zît, wie wir alle unser zît hân vertân. Her zuo bedürfen wir helfe, daz ist ein êrber bihter. Den bihter sullen wir prüeven hâr an. Hât er an im, daz zuo der wârheit gehoeret, sô mügen wir im der wârheit getriuwen. Daz sullen wir prüeven an drin stücken. Daz êrste, daz er sî ein guot pfaffe. Daz ander, daz er sî bewêret an eime vollekomen lebenne unt daz er habe den gewalt, den ein guot bihter ze rehte haben sol. Den solt dû suochen, an welcher stat dû in vindest. Daz lît wol, waz arbeit dû dâ von lîdest. Zuo dem solt dû gân unde solt für in vallen mit eime rehten ernste, als Mariâ Magdalênâ viel für die füeze unsers herren Jêsû Kristî, unde solt in getriuwlîche biten, daz er dich hoere durch got. Hie solt dû im ûf tuon dîn herze, als dû vor unserm herren Jêsû Kristô erschînen muost an dem jüngesten tage, dâ alliu dinc an der wârheit offenbâr sint. Lege abe alle schame unt bekenne, daz got alle dîne sünde gesehen unde gehoeret hât, unt alle die, die in got gekêret sint vor dem spiegel der wârheit, die wizzent alle baz dînen gebresten denne dû selber. Niht enschame dich vor dem bihter, schame dich vor gote unde vor allen den friunden gotes unde gewin gotlîche vorhte unt verstât dich, daz got wille, wort unde werc alle gesehen hât mit sîner gotlîcher angesîht, unt tuo ûf dîn herze, giuz ûzer dir allen dînen gebresten, und als dû im geseit hâst allen dînen gebresten, sô solt dû in andâhticlîchen biten: herre, geistlîcher vater, ich bite dich umbe die minne, diu Kristum an daz kriuze bant, daz ir mich wîset den nêhsten wec zuo mîner êwigen sêlikeit.
Dâ mac dich der bihter wîsen drîe wege, die solt dû vil eben verstân. Er setzet dir dîne buoze unde lêret dich, daz dû ez wider tuost, daz dû ze unrechte getân hâst; er heizet dich wider geben, hâst kein unreht guot; er heizet dich widertoun, waz dû ie menschen getête, daz dû niht ê woldist, daz er dirz hête getân. Wort, wille und werc, waz dû ie willen gewunne unde niht ze werken mohtist bringen, daz muostû mit willen bezzeren. Der wille sol alsô sîn, daz dû ê woldist lîden tûsent tôde, ê dû immer woldist wellen, daz dîme ebenkristen schade wêre. Dîn bœse wille, der ze untugentsamen werken worden ist, den muost dû mit werken bezzeren. Wâ dû ie hôhvart begienge, dâ solt dû si diemüetlîchen wandelen, daz alle die liute prüeven mügen, daz dir dîn hôhvart leit sî. Wir hân die hôhvart für gesetzet, wan si ist uns der schedelîchesten gebresten einer an unser êwigen sêlikeit, den ich weiz in der zît. Betrogen hôhvart beroubet geistlîche unde weltlîche liute ir êwigen sêlikeit. Wizzet ir nû, waz hôhvart ist? Waz ir ie getâtent, dar inne ir iuch selber gevallen sît oder den liuten, daz ist betrogeniu hôhvart, dar inne ir iuch selber beroubent aller iuwer êwigen sêlikeit. Her nâch sunt ir prüeven trâkheit an gotes dienste. Waz ir ie getâtent, dâ ir wol ein bezzerz möhtent hân getân, daz ist trâkheit an gotes dienste. Hie sult ir nû ane vâhen unde sult iuch alsô vlîzeclîche üeben an tugentlîchen werken, daz man prüeven müge, daz iu iuwer êwiger schade leit sî, unde sult iuch alsô abgescheiden halden, daz ir mit nieman bekümert sît wan alleine mit got. Her nâch solt dû prüeven dînen dritten gebresten. Wâ dû ie gîtikeit hâst geüebet, dâ solt dû nû alsô milteclîchen leben, daz man müge prüeven, daz dir alliu gîtikeit von allem dînem herzen leit sî. Wizzit ir, waz gîtikeit ist? Daz heizet man bœse gîtikeit, daz man iht des begert, daz got niht enist. Der vierde gebreste ist nît unde haz: wâ dû ie nît unde haz gewunne ûf deheinen menschen, daz dû im ie daz getête, daz dû niht enwoldest daz er dirz hête getân. Hâst dû ieman schaden getân mit dînen werken, daz muost dû bezzern mit lîbe und mit guote. Hâst dû ieman sîn êre gekrenket mit dînen worten, daz muostû widerreden mit dînen worten: dû solt für den menschen vallen unde solt in diemüetlîche biten, daz er dir vergebe durch got, unde solt in alsô lange an schrîen unde weinen, daz er dirz von minnen muoz vergeben. Diz solt dû stête halden vor allen liuten, unde solt alsô wol von dem menschen reden, daz dû im alsô vil êren wider gewinnest, als vil dû im benomen hâst. Wizzest für wâr, daz muoz sîn: ob dû an gote immer gnâde vinden wilt, sô muost dû gelten allen den schaden, den dû dîme ebenkristen ie getête. Wizzist, daz nîdigin wort alse schedelich sint. Wir mügen wol geben irdesch guot, mêr: die êre, die wir dem menschen nemen, die enmügen wir niht vergelten, si enwerde uns alze swære. Dar umbe solt dû, lieber mensche, hüeten dîner worte. Der fünfte schade ist zorn. Prüeve, lieber mensche, waz dû ie getête in dîme zorne mit worten oder mit werken, daz soltû bezzeren mit senftmüetigen worten. Wizzist, dû maht daz wort geret hân in dînem zorn, bestêst dû dâ mite, dû wirst ein kint des êwigen tôdes. Dû maht ein wort reden hie, ez wirt getragen unze Rôme unde von Rôme unz über mer: wie wiltû daz widerreden? Wizzist, diz muoz sîn: man muoz durch got gelten allez daz man schuldig ist. Manige liute sprechent: solt ich daz niht sagen, daz diu wârheit ist? unde wellent sagen von irs ebenkristen gebresten unde vergezzent irs gebresten. Ich spriche daz, daz dû ez gesehen unde gehôrt habest dîns ebenkristen gebresten, nochdenne soltû in niht vermelden. Maht dû ez niht gelâzen, dû wellest dâ von reden, sô soltû zuo dem menschen gân heimlîche, dâ nieman sî denne dû und er; dâ solt dû ime sagen sînen gebresten senftmüetlîche, unde tugentlîche soltû vor dem menschen wandelen mit dînen worten und mit dînen werken und solt in güetlîche biten, daz er lâze von sînem êwigen schaden. Welle er aber ez niht lâzen, sô soltû ez bringen für die, die ez gebezzeren mügen, und solt sîn dâ ledic sîn unde solt ez für dînen munt niemer lâzen komen umbe kein daz leit, daz dir der mensche getuon mac. Wizzist, verwîzest dû im sîn untugende in dîme zorne, dû tuost ein houbtsünde unde hebest in ûzer sünden unde wirfest dich in die sünde. Wizzist, der mensche, der ietze ein sünder ist, der mac vor naht werden ein guoter mensche. Her umbe sô sulle wir der sünden vergezen und alle die gebresten unsers ebenkristen und sullen unser gebresten ane sehen und sullen alle wege des vergezen, des got vergezen hât, daz ist: aller der gebreste, des man ganzen riuwen hât gehabt, des hât got vergezen, des ensulle wir nimmer gedenken. Der sehste gebreste ist übermâze ezzens unde trinkens, daz dû izzest zweier hande trahte oder drîer unde dînen ebenkristen lâzist gân hungeric unde durstic, der gote nêher ist wan dû unde glîcher; wan er ist arm, sô bist dû rîch nâch der zît. Hie sulle wir prüeven an Kristî worte, daz er sprichet ‘sêlic sint die armen, wan daz himelrîch ist ir.’ Disen gebresten solt dû bezzeren als eigenlîche, daz dir in got durch nôt vergeben müeze. Der sibende gebreste ist unkiusche. Her ûf sprichet ein heidenscher meister: waz wir tuon über mâze, des wir niht bedürfen, ez sî mit worten oder mit werken, daz heizet unkiuscheit. Der taverner stôzet ûz einen reif zuo einem zeichen, wenne er wîn verkoufen wil. Als er den wîn verkoufet, sô tuot er den reif abe. Alsus sullent alle die tuon, die den gebresten wellent bezzeren, daz unkiuscheit heizet: die sullent abe legen allez, daz übermâze heizet, mit worten oder mit werken unde sullent alsô rehte diemüetlîche wandelen vor allen liuten und alsô rehte ernestlîche, daz alle liute mügen sprechen, daz in allez daz leit sî, daz übermâze heizen mac.
Praised and honored be the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has set before us the image of truth, which he himself is, in which no one can lead us astray. We read in the holy Gospel that our Lord fed many people with five loaves and two roasted fish. We should understand the first loaf in this way: that we should examine what we have eternally been in God and what we now are in God. The second loaf is that we should examine our life in time, how we have spent all our time. For this we need help, namely an honorable confessor. We should test the confessor in this way. If he has in himself what belongs to truth, then we may entrust ourselves to him in truth. We should test this in three points. First, that he is a good priest. Second, that he is proven in a perfect life; and that he has the authority that a good confessor should rightly have. You should seek such a man wherever you can find him, no matter what trouble you suffer for it. You should go to him and fall before him in true earnestness, as Mary Magdalene fell at the feet of our Lord Jesus Christ, and you should faithfully ask him to hear you for God’s sake. There you should open your heart to him as you must appear before our Lord Jesus Christ on the Last Day, when all things are manifest in truth. Lay aside all shame and acknowledge that God has seen and heard all your sins, and that all those who are turned into God before the mirror of truth know your defects better than you yourself. Do not be ashamed before the confessor; be ashamed before God and before all God’s friends, and gain divine fear. Understand that God has seen every will, word, and deed with his divine countenance. Open your heart and pour out from yourself all your defects; and when you have told him all your defects, you should devoutly ask him: ‘Lord, spiritual father, I ask you by the love that bound Christ to the cross to show me the nearest way to my eternal blessedness.’
There the confessor can show you three ways, which you should understand very carefully. He assigns you your penance and teaches you to make right what you have done wrongly; he tells you to give back any goods unjustly acquired; he tells you to make restitution for whatever you have ever done to another person that you would not previously have wished that person to do to you. As for word, will, and deed: whatever evil will you ever had but could not bring into action, you must amend by the will. Your will should be such that you would rather suffer a thousand deaths than ever will harm to your fellow Christian. Your evil will that has become vicious deeds you must amend by deeds. Wherever you have committed pride, there you should reverse it through humility, so that all people may perceive that your pride grieves you. We have placed pride first because it is one of the most harmful defects to our eternal blessedness that I know in time. Deceptive pride robs both spiritual and worldly people of their eternal blessedness. Do you now know what pride is? Whatever you have ever done in which you pleased yourselves or other people is deceptive pride, by which you rob yourselves of all your eternal blessedness. After this you should examine sloth in God’s service. Whatever you have ever done where you could well have done something better is sloth in God’s service. Here you should now begin and exercise yourselves so diligently in virtuous works that people may perceive that your eternal harm grieves you; and you should keep yourselves so detached that you are concerned with no one but God alone. After this you should examine your third defect. Wherever you have practiced avarice, you should now live so generously that people may perceive that all avarice grieves you from the bottom of your heart. Do you know what avarice is? Evil avarice means desiring anything that is not God. The fourth defect is envy and hatred: wherever you have ever borne envy and hatred toward any person, so that you did to that person what you would not have wished that person to do to you. If you have harmed anyone by your deeds, you must make amends with body and possessions. If you have injured anyone’s honor with your words, you must retract it with your words: you should fall before that person and humbly ask him to forgive you for God’s sake, and you should entreat him and weep so long that out of love he must forgive you. You should steadfastly observe this toward all people, and speak so well of that person that you restore to him as much honor as you took from him. Know for certain that this must be so: if you ever wish to find grace with God, you must repay every harm you have ever done to your fellow Christian. Know that envious words are exceedingly harmful. We may well give earthly goods, but the honor we take from a person we cannot readily repay; it becomes exceedingly difficult for us. Therefore, dear person, guard your words. The fifth harm is anger. Examine, dear person, whatever you have ever done in your anger with words or deeds; you should amend this with gentle words. Know that you may have spoken a word in anger, and if you persist in it, you become a child of eternal death. You may speak a word here and it is carried to Rome and from Rome across the sea: how will you retract it? Know that this must be so: for God’s sake one must repay everything one owes. Many people say: ‘Should I not say what is true?’ and they wish to speak of their fellow Christian’s defects and forget their own defects. I say this: even though you have seen and heard your fellow Christian’s defect, nevertheless you should not disclose it. If you cannot refrain and insist on speaking of it, then you should go privately to that person, where no one is present except you and he; there you should tell him his defect gently, and conduct yourself virtuously toward him in your words and deeds, and kindly ask him to leave off his eternal harm. But if he will not leave it, then you should bring it before those who can correct it, and then be free of it and never let it come from your mouth because of any harm that person may do to you. Know that if you reproach him for his vice in your anger, you commit a mortal sin and lift him out of sin and cast yourself into sin. Know that the person who is a sinner now may become a good person before nightfall. Therefore we should forget sins and all the defects of our fellow Christian, and look upon our own defects; and we should always forget what God has forgotten, that is: every defect for which one has had complete repentance God has forgotten, and we should never think of it again. The sixth defect is excess in eating and drinking: that you eat two or three kinds of food while letting your fellow Christian go hungry and thirsty, who is nearer and more like to God than you; for he is poor while you are rich in temporal things. Here we should examine the words of Christ, who says: ‘Blessed are the poor, for the kingdom of heaven is theirs.’ You should amend this defect so thoroughly that God must of necessity forgive it. The seventh defect is unchastity. Concerning this a pagan master says: whatever we do beyond measure that we do not need, whether in words or in deeds, is called unchastity. The tavern-keeper puts out a hoop as a sign when he wishes to sell wine. When he has sold the wine, he takes the hoop down. Thus should all those act who wish to amend the defect called unchastity: they should lay aside everything that is called excess, in words or deeds, and should conduct themselves so truly humbly before all people and so truly earnestly that all people may say that they are grieved by everything that can be called excess.
Nû soltû prüeven, liebe tohter, ob dû diu zehen gebot gehalten habist alle dîne tage. Wizzest, hêtistû daz Kristus sprach ‘ir sult minnen iwern got von allem iwerm herzen, von iwer sêle und von allen iwern kreften’, hie prüeve wir, daz dû daz dike gebrochen hâst. Dô dû diz gebot brêche, dô brêche dû sie alle. Hie muostû dînem bihter sagen, wie dicke dû sie gebrochen hâst von allen dînen kintlichen tagen. Solte wir nû sagen von allen den zehen geboten, als dû sie dînem bihter sagen solt, diu rede würde uns ze lanc. Ir müezet sie baz prüeven in iu selber denne wir sie iu bediuten kunnen.
Nû solt dû prüeven die siben gâbe des heiligen geistes, wie dicke dû den widerstanden hâst, unde diu siben werc der barmherzekeit hâst ungeüebet gelâzen, daz dir got smæhelîche verwîsen muoz an dem jüngesten tage. Nû vâch an ein niuwe leben, liebe tohter, und bezzer dich an allem dînem lebenne, daz got durch nôt alles dînes gebresten vergeben müeze. Diz ist der êrste rât des êrbêren bihters unde der êrste wec. Sô mahtû sprechen ‘herre, ist daz der nêheste wec?’ Sô sprichet er ‘nein, ez muoz durch nôt sîn allez daz ich dich geheizen hân.’ Sô sprichet si ‘herre, wîse mich denne ûf den aller nêhesten wec.’ Er sprichet ‘beite biz daz dû diz mit lebenne besitzest, daz ich dir hie gerâten hân, unde beite, biz dû dînen gebresten allen abe geleigest, und kume dike wider zuo mir.’ Diu tohter tuot diz und ist irm êrbêren bihter gehôrsam. Si kumt dike wider zuo im unde sprichet ‘herre, ich wil tuon allez daz ir mich heizent biz an mînen tôt, ûf daz ir mir râtent in daz leben, dar inne ich küenlîche sterben müge.’ Er sprach ‘hâstu abe geleit allen dînen gebresten?’ Si sprach ‘jâ, als verre als ich immer mohte in dirre zît, unde wil daz tuon biz an mînen tôt.’ ‘Sô wil ich dich nû wîsen einen wec und einen niuwen rât geben. Halt einen wârhaftigen munt, einen reinen lîchamen und eine minnende sêle. Disen wec unde disen rât den soltû verstân. Ein wârhaftig munt daz ist, daz der mensche niht enrede mit dem munde denne er meinet mit dem herzen. Alsus soltû, tohter, reden daz wârhaftic ist. Got ist diu wârheit, des soltû reden allez von gote; als dû nimmer beten maht unde nâch gote nimmer maht gedenken, sô soltû reden von gote. Alsus soltû alle dîne wîle nemen von gote. Einen reinen lîchamen den soltû alsô verstân, daz dû alsô durchbrochen solt sîn mit gotlîcher vorhte, daz dû niht in dir lâzest wonen daz got niht enist. Eine minnende sêle soltû alsô verstân, daz si minne daz ir glîch ist, daz ist got. Mit dem soltû dich alsô vereinen, daz ez dich selbe unbillich dunke, daz dîn herze niht brichet von überflüzziger minne. Dô sprach diu tohter ‘wie ist mir diz noch sô vremde!’ Si sprach ‘herre, sol ez mir immer werden bekant?’ Er sprach ‘jâ, tuo daz ich dich heize: leg abe allez daz dir die sêle vinster machet, daz dir liuhten müge daz lieht der wârheit. Sô kan diu sêle den wec wol wider ûf, dannân si gevlozzen ist.’
Now you should examine, dear daughter, whether you have kept the Ten Commandments all your days. Know this concerning what Christ said: ‘You shall love your God with all your heart, with your soul, and with all your powers’; here examine how often you have broken this. When you broke this commandment, you broke them all. Here you must tell your confessor how often you have broken them from all the days of your childhood. If we were now to speak of all the Ten Commandments as you should tell them to your confessor, the discourse would become too long for us. You must examine them better within yourselves than we can explain them to you.
Now you should examine the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit, how often you have resisted them, and the seven works of mercy you have left unpracticed, for which God must shamefully reproach you on the Last Day. Now begin a new life, dear daughter, and amend yourself throughout your whole life, so that God must of necessity forgive all your defects. This is the first counsel of the honorable confessor and the first way. Then you may say, ‘Lord, is that the nearest way?’ He says, ‘No; everything I have told you must necessarily be done.’ She says, ‘Lord, then show me the very nearest way.’ He says, ‘Wait until you possess in your life what I have counseled you here, and wait until you have laid aside all your defects; then come often back to me.’ The daughter does this and is obedient to her honorable confessor. She comes often back to him and says, ‘Lord, I will do everything you command me until my death, so that you may counsel me into the life in which I may die boldly.’ He said, ‘Have you laid aside all your defects?’ She said, ‘Yes, as far as I ever could in this time, and I will do so until my death.’ ‘Then I will now show you a way and give you new counsel. Keep a truthful mouth, a pure body, and a loving soul. You should understand this way and this counsel. A truthful mouth means that a person should say nothing with the mouth except what he means with the heart. Thus, daughter, you should speak what is truthful. God is truth; therefore all your speech should be of God. When you can no longer pray and can no longer think upon God, then you should speak of God. Thus you should take all your time from God. A pure body means that you should be so pierced through with divine fear that you allow nothing to dwell in you that is not God. A loving soul means that it should love what is like itself, namely God. You should unite yourself with him so completely that it seems unfitting to you that your heart does not break from overflowing love.’ Then the daughter said, ‘How strange this still is to me!’ She said, ‘Lord, will it ever become known to me?’ He said, ‘Yes. Do what I tell you: lay aside everything that makes your soul dark, so that the light of truth may shine for you. Then the soul can readily make its way back upward, whence it has flowed.’
Bî dem dritten brôte sulle wir verstân die barmherzekeit gotes. Eyâ, liebe tohter, prüeve die übermezige barmherzekeit gotes, die dir got gewiset hât. Er gap dir dînen vrîen willen, dô viele dû mit dînem vrîen willen in dînen êwigen tôt, dô lôste er dich mit im selber unde hât dich geweschen in sînem bluote unde hât dich erlôst von allen dînen erbegebresten. Nû prüeve mê die barmherzekeit gotes, daz er dir noch wil vergeben allen dînen gebresten, alse dike als dû gnâde suochest in der zît. Wizzist, solle wir sagen von der barmherzekeit gotes, des gebreste uns an der zît, unde solte wir leben biz an den jüngesten tac. Manige liute sprechent von der fürsihtikeit gotes. Wizzet, got hât uns für gesehen zuo sîner êwiger sêlikeit, daz hêt er uns dâ bî bezeichnet, daz er uns unsern vrîen willen hât gegeben, daz wir mügen tuon daz beste unde lâzen daz ergeste.
Hie sulle wir prüeven, hân wir rehten riuwen umbe alle unser gebresten. Welt ir wizzen, wie rehtiu riuwe geschaffen ist? Diu sol sîn alsô grôz in dir, daz dû ê woldest tûsent tôde, ê dû immer gebresten woldist üeben. Manige liute sprechent ‘ich hân rehten riuwen umbe mînen gebresten.’ Sie blîbent in dem gebrechen. Die sprechent unwâr unde mêrent iren gebrechen. Dû guoter mensche, der dâ genieẓen wil der barmherzikeit gotes unde getoufet wilt werden in dem heiligen geiste, dû solt haben drîvaltige riuwe umbe dînen gebresten, daz dû ie wider dînen herren unde wider dînen got getæte mit worten oder mit werken. Diu ander riuwe soltû hân dar umbe, daz dû ie getæte wider dînen ebenkristen, sît daz dû wilt genieẓen der barmherzikeit gotes unde dû wilt, daz er dir dînen gebresten vergebe unde dich toufe von sînem heiligen geiste in gnâden, sô soltû dich billîche erbarmen über alle menschen, die nâch Kristô gebildet sint, sie haben sich verschuldet gegen dir oder niht, ez muoz sîn durch nôt, ob dû immer gnâde wilt vinden. Der dritte riuwe ist, daz dû dich von herzen erbarmest über dich selber unde besich die wünneclîche zît, die dir got gegeben hât, daz dû erkennen maht dîne êwige sêlikeit, und alle crêatûre hât geschaffen, daz sie dich wîsen zuo dînem besten guote. Diz sprichet sant Augustînus: alle crêatûren wîsent mich zuo mînem guote; her umbe muoz ich haben herzenriuwe: sol ich, herre, immer zuo dir komen, daz muoz an dîner barmherzekeit ligen. Diu zît gêt enwec, die dû mir gegeben hâst, unde dû blîbest ungenimet und unbekant von mir: dâ von sô hab ich riuwe. Doch fürht ich, herre, daz ich nie rehte riuwe gewünne, als ich solte.
By the third loaf we should understand God’s mercy. Ah, dear daughter, consider God’s immeasurable mercy, which God has shown you. He gave you your free will; when with your free will you fell into your eternal death, he redeemed you with himself, washed you in his blood, and redeemed you from all your inherited defects. Now consider further God’s mercy: that he still wishes to forgive you all your defects as often as you seek grace in time. Know that if we were to speak of God’s mercy, time would fail us even if we were to live until the Last Day. Many people speak of God’s providence. Know that God has foreseen us for his eternal blessedness; he has shown this to us by giving us our free will, so that we may do what is best and leave what is worst.
Here we should examine whether we have true repentance for all our defects. Do you wish to know what true repentance is like? It should be so great in you that you would rather suffer a thousand deaths than ever practice a defect. Many people say, ‘I have true repentance for my defects.’ They remain in the defect. They speak falsely and increase their defect. You good person, who wish to enjoy God’s mercy and to be baptized in the Holy Spirit, should have threefold repentance for your defects: first, for whatever you have ever done against your Lord and against your God in words or deeds. The second repentance you should have for whatever you have ever done against your fellow Christian. Since you wish to enjoy God’s mercy and wish him to forgive your defects and baptize you by his Holy Spirit in grace, you should rightly have mercy on all people who are formed according to Christ, whether they have wronged you or not; this must necessarily be so if you ever wish to find grace. The third repentance is that from your heart you have mercy on yourself and consider the delightful time God has given you, so that you may know your eternal blessedness; and he has created all creatures so that they may direct you toward your highest good. Saint Augustine says this: all creatures direct me toward my good. Therefore I must have heartfelt repentance: if I am ever to come to you, Lord, it must rest upon your mercy. The time you have given me passes away, while you remain unreceived and unknown by me; for this I repent. Yet I fear, Lord, that I may never gain the true repentance that I ought to have.
Bî dem vierden brôte sulle wir verstân die gerehtikeit gotes. Als erbarmherzic als er ist, alse gereht ist er ouch in ime selben. Wizzist, solt ich iu sagen von der gerehtikeit gotes, ez würde den liuten ze swære: der wære vil wênic die immer gnâde gesuohten. Dar umbe sô bewîse wir den liuten die barmherzekeit gotes unde werfen sie in daz vegefiur, daz sie an dem jüngesten tage gnâde vinden, ob ez niht ê sîn mac. Wizzet, diu gerehtikeit gotes ist alsô strenge in ir selber, daz allen menschen grûwelen mac. Daz kante Kristus wol, dô er sprach zuo sînen jungeren ‘als ir getuot allez daz ir vermüget, sô sult ir nochdanne sprechen, daz ir unnütze knehte sît.’ Daz ist uns bewêret mit sant Johanne, der nie gebresten üebete, der in von gote gescheiden möhte, der sich den tieren gelîchete in dem walde. Sicher er bekante die gotes wârheit. Ich spriche mê, daz diu gerehtikeit gotes ist alsô strenge, daz ein mensche hête volbrâht alliu diu tugentlîchen werc, diu alle heiligen ie volbrâhten, die dâ sint in dem êwigen lebenne, unde wirt er vunden an eime houbethaften gebresten (der ein heizet hôhvart geistlich oder lîplich, der ander heizet trâkheit an gotes dienste, der dritte haz, der vierde zorn, der fünfte gîtikeit, der sehste überezzen und übertrinken, der sibende unkiusche: diz sint houbetsünde), wizzet, wer an der einem wirt funden, der muoz êwiclîche verlorn sîn. Ich spriche, daz alle die heiligen, die in himel sint, für den menschen bêten, ez möhte im niht gehelfen. Ich spriche mê: daz Kristus für sînen vater viele unde Mariâ sîn muoter, ez hülfe niht, der sêle mac nimmer rât werden. Dâ von spriche ich mê, daz ich lieber hête einen menschen, der tûsent houbetsünde hête getân und er die bekante, denne ich einen menschen hête, der nie houbetsünde hête getân wan eine, unde der niht bekennen wil: der wirt verlorn. Ich spriche mê: hête der mensche alle tugende geüebet, die diu heilige kristenheit ie geüebet, ez möhte im niht gehelfen, er müeste verdüemet sîn mit den verlornen, unde der wirt behalten, der die tûsent houbetsünde hêt getân unde die bekennet unde die abe leit mit rehtem riuwen unde mit ganzem willen, sîn nimmer mê ze tuonde unde mit stæter minne sînen gebresten ze bezzerende biz an sînen tôt. Wizzet, der stêt mit den sæligen. Eyâ, liebe tohter, nû merke, wer die sint, die alle ir tage âne houbetsünde sint gewesen unde die dâ mügent sprechen mit dem jüngelinge ‘ich hân dîu zehen gebot behalten alle mîne tage.’ Wolde got, daz ich einen menschen wiste, der dâ möhte sprechen ‘ich hân daz êrste gebot behalten alle mîne tage’, daz Kristus sprach: minne dînen got von aller dîner sêle krefte, unde der sich ouch gehüetet habe alle sîne tage vor der sünde, diu dâ heizet geistlich hôhvart.
Bî dem fünften brôte sulle wir verstân den rehten gelouben. Daz sulle wir alsô verstân, daz wir ganzen glouben sullen hân in got. Wer dâ gloubet in got, der muoz gote getrûwen unde den muoz got bekennen, sô muoz er got minnen. Mensche, besich, daz dû rehten glouben habest, sô muost dû des glouben, daz got alliu dinc vermac. Die meister sprechent: wer rehtes glouben habe als vil als ein senfkorn ist, der tuot einen berc zuo dem andern walgen. Her umbe sulle wir uns dar zuo vlîzen, daz wir uns entledigen von allem dem, daz zergenclich ist unde daz uns daz lieht verdunstert, dar inne wir sehen solten den rehten glouben, daz ist got. Wizzet, wer dâ mac sprechen: ich bin ein reht kristenmensche, der sol stân in Kristô alsô daz Kristus sîn exemplar sî, daz er sich rihte nâch sînen worten unde nâch sînen werken. Wizzent, waz Kristus ie getet, daz tet er dar umbe, daz er unser bildenære wære zuo der êwigen wârheit, wan er ist diu wârheit selber; der kan dich wîsen in den rehten glouben. Ich spriche daz: wer zuo dem vater komen wil, der muoz in Kristô zuo im komen; wer ouch den vater bekennen wil, der muoz in in Kristô bekennen. Daz hât uns Kristus bewêret, dô Philippus sprach ‘zeige uns den vater’, dô sprach Kristus ‘wer mich siht, der siht mînen vater und swâ mîn vater ist, dâ bin ich.’ Her umbe sulle wir prüeven, daz wir rehte dem geminneten sullen nâch gân, daz muoz sîn, ob wir immer der behalten wellen werden. Manige liute sprechent ‘wie möhte ich tuon als Kristus tet?’ Daz hât uns Kristus gelêret. Er sprach ‘nement iwer kriuze unde volgent mir nâch.’ Daz sult ir alsô verstân, daz er iuch niht heizet lîden den tôt, als er an dem kriuze starp. Er sprach ‘volgent mir!’ daz ist, daz wir im volgen sullen mit volkomenem lebenne. Wizzet, waz uns gebristet in der zît sînes lebennes, daz wir im niht volgen ûf daz aller hœhste, sînen worten und sînen werken, daz muoz uns êwiclîche bresten. Her umbe sprach er ‘in mînes vaters rîche ist maniger hande wonunge.’ Wizzit, ez sol manic mensche zuome himelrîche komen, daz götlîches antlützes niht mê gebrûchet denne einer der liehten sunnen in einem vinstern walde. Eyâ, lieber vriunt, prüeve daz wort, daz Kristus sprach zuo sîner muomen, dô si in bat für ir süne. Er sprach ‘wer trinken wil ûzer dem kelche, der mir künftic ist, der sol mîn erbegnôze sîn in mîns vater rîche.’ Alsus sult ir prüeven: wie wir uns hie mezzen, alsô wil uns der himelische vater wider mezzen in sînem êwigen rîche. Her ûf sprichet sant Augustînus: als verre als wir hie erkennen unde minnen, daz sulle wir êwiclîche niezen. Die meister sprechent von der helle. Ich sage iu wol, waz diu helle ist. Ez ist anders niht denne ein wesen. Waz hie iuwer wesen ist, daz sol êweclîch iuwer wesen sîn. Diz ist diu helle. Daz sult ir alsô verstân. Als der diep, der sînen lîp verworht hât unde gevangen ist, prüeve, wie dem ze muote sî! daz er ander liute in vreuden siht, als vil ist im deste wirs. Alsus geschiht den, die in der helle sint unde got sehent und alle sîne vriunde: daz wellen die meister, daz ez ir aller meistiu pîne sî. — Diz vernimet diu guote tohter, von der wir dâ vor geret hân, unde gêt zuo ir êrbêren bihter. Si sprichet ‘herre, wîsent mich den nêhsten wec zuo mîner êwigen sêlikeit.’ Er sprach ‘tohter, lâ dir genüegen.’ Si sprach ‘mir genüeget nimmer alsô lange als ich unbesichert bin mîner êwigen sêlikeit.’ Er sprach ‘tohter, dû bist des êwigen lebenes sicher.’ Si sprach ‘herre, hâstu mich gewîset zuo mînem nêhsten wege?’ Er sprach ‘dâ zuo wîsent dich alle crêatûre. Sie sprechent alle: ganc für baz, wir sîn got niht. Tohter, hie mite hâstû lêre genuoc.’ Si sprach ‘herre, ez benüeget mir niht.’ ‘Wiltû mir dan niht glouben, sô gloube den worten unsers herren Jêsû Kristî, daz er sprach: nemt iwer kriuze unde volget mir. Er sprach niht: nement mîn kriuze unde volget mir. Daz soltû verstân: als dû getruost daz dû vermast, sô soltû dich genüegen lâzen, unde wizzist, dâ mite genüeget got.’ Si sprach ‘hête ich getân daz ich vermac?’ Er sprach ‘waz wiltû tuon?’ Si sprach ‘ich wil lâzen êre unde guot unde friunde unde mâge und allen ûzern trôst, der mir von crêatûren geschehen mac.’ Dô sprach der bihter ‘wilt dû mich ouch lâzen?’ Si sprach ‘jâ, herre. Sol ich alliu dinc lâzen, sô muoz ich iuch ouch lâzen.’ Er sprach ‘niht ennim dich des an, ez ist vrouwen niht gegeben.’ Si sprach ‘ich weiz wol, kein vrouwe mac zuo dem himel komen, si enwerde ê ein man. Daz sult ir alsô verstân: sie müezen menlîchiu werc wirken unde müezen menlîchiu herzen hân mit voller kraft, daz sie in selber mügen widerstân und allen gebresthaften dingen.’ ‘Nu dünkestû dich harte stark: mich hât wunder, wie dû lîden mügest mê denne dû geliten hâst.’ Si sprach ‘herre, ich mac allez daz lîden, daz Kristus durch mich geliten hât.’ Er sprach ‘daz sint rede.’ Si sprach ‘ich sage wâr.’ Er sprach ‘wie wiltû mich des bescheiden?’ Si sprach ‘harte wol. Ich hân gehoeret sagen, daz diu gotheit der menscheit nie ze helfe enkême an allem dem lîdenne, daz Kristus ie geleit.’ Er sprach ‘daz ist wâr: diu gotheit ist unlîdlich, wan si geleit nie niht unde sol nimmer niht gelîden, wan si mac nieman berüeren.’ Si sprach ‘allez daz Kristus geliten hât, daz mac ich wol lîden.’ Er sprach ‘des beriht mich.’ Si sprach ‘ich tuon. Ich weiz wol, daz Kristus der edelste mensche ist, der ie geborn wart: er was von zwein und sibenzic fürsten geslehte. Ich spriche mê: er was daz edelste bluot, daz Marien herze ie geleisten mohte. Wizzet, daz ich prüeve, daz ich ez billiche lîden sol allez, daz er dur mich geliten hât. Man prüevet die liute nâch adele: sô sie ie edeler sint, sô sie ie zarter sint. Hie prüeve ich, daz ich baz lîden mac dan Kristus. Solt ich sagen von allem dem, daz ich bekenne, von sînem edelen anevange sîns lebens in der zît in eime rehten willigen armüete, sô wizzet, daz mir mîn herze müeste brechen.’ Si sprach ‘ich hân mich harte wol berâten: wizzet, den tac den ich lebe sô wil ich volgen deme râte des heiligen geistes.’ Er sprach ‘wie râtet der heilige geist?’ Si sprach ‘er râtet mir, daz ich mich lâze an die gewaltige hant gotes unde daz ich lâze allen enthalt der crêatûren.’ Er sprach ‘dû wilt übele.’ Si sprach ‘war an?’ Er sprach ‘daz dû niht râtes wilt volgen: wizzist, daz gehôrsam ein tugende ist.’ Si sprach ‘ich wil gehôrsam sîn biz an mînen tôt.’ Er sprach ‘wem?’ Si sprach ‘Kristô dem himelischen vater, dem Johannes gehôrsam was in der wüeste unde Mariâ Magdalênâ, Mariâ von Egypten unde Mariâ Salomê.’ Er sprach ‘hie dunket mich, daz dû mîns râtes nimmê wilt volgen.’ Si sprach ‘daz ist wâr: mir ist von herzen leit, daz ich menschen râte ie sô lange gevolgete unde dem râte des heiligen geistes widerstanden hân.’ Er sprach ‘tohter, nû hœre mich. Waz dunket dich, daz ich dir geschat hân?’ Si sprach ‘ir hânt mich gehindert mîner êwigen sêlikeit.’ Er sprach ‘war an?’ Si sprach ‘daz ir mich niht enwîsetet zehant ûf mînen nêhsten wec.’ Er sprach ‘daz ist dem heiligen geiste bevolhen: ich solte dir nimmê râten wan als ich dir gerâten hân.’ Si sprach ‘hêtent ir mich niht dar abe genomen und ander geistlîchiu liute, ich hête mîne zît tugentlîcher an geleit dan ich nû habe getân. Ich wânde, daz ez allez daz êwangelium wære, daz die geistlîchen redden.’ Er sprach ‘daz êwangelium ist gemachet in dem heiligen geiste von sînem volkomen lebenne unsers herren Jêsû Kristî unde nâch sînen edelen sprüchen. Den êwangelium lesen unde predigen wir offenbêrlichen: wer im volgen wil, der mac im volgen ûf daz allerhœhste.’ Si sprach ‘daz erbarme got, daz ich des niht getân hân alle mîne tage.’ Er sprach ‘daz dû mir hie die schulde gist, daz ist mir leit, daz ich dich gehindert habe.’ Si sprach ‘jâ, ich gibe iu die schulde unde allen crêatûren.’ Er sprach ‘dâ hâstû unreht: dich mac nieman gehindern denne dû dich selber. Wizzist, wer von gote wirt berüeret, dem mac nieman wider stân, daz sich sîn alle die heiligen annemen, die in himelrîche sint, und alle die predier unde barfüezen, die ûf ertrîche sint, die möhten dem niht widerstân, der von wârheit wirt berüeret. Daz eine wort tribet in ûz daz Kristus sprach wider den jüngelinc, dô er begerte des volkomenen lebens. Kristus sprach: halt diu zehen gebot. Der jüngelinc sprach: diu hân ich gehalten alle mîne tage. Kristus sprach: wiltû volkomen werden, sô verkoufe allez daz dû hâst unde gib ez armen liuten unde volge mir. Alsus hât uns Kristus bewêret die wârheit mit Pêtrô unde mit andern sînen jungern, die er an sich rief mit im selbe in willige armuot. Wizzist, tohter, daz ez wâr muoz sîn, daz Kristus getân hât mit worten unde mit werken, wan er ist diu wârheit selber, unde wizzest, wer zuo dem vater komen wil, der muoz Kristô volgen unde sînen fuozstapfen ûf daz aller hœhste.’ Si sprach ‘eyâ, lieber vater, war umbe widerrâtent ir ez dan alsô sêre?’ Er sprach ‘wand ez ist ein alsô durneh tic leben, daz er wol bedarf, daz im got ze helfe kome, der dâ inne gestân sol.’ Si sprach ‘ich weiz wol, daz got abe noch zuo engât. Ich weiz wol, wer sich an in lâzet, er entheltet in wol an allen sînen nœten.’ Er sprach ‘wie wiltû denne tuon als dû versmêhet wirst von allen crêatûren?’ Si sprach ‘des beger ich, daz ich die minste crêatûre werde in unserm herren Jêsû Kristô, die er under allen crêatûren hât, daz ich müge sprechen mit Paulô: ich vröuwe mich, alle crêatûre sint mir ein kriuze und ich bin allen crêatûren ein kriuze.’ Er sprach ‘tohter, her zuo bistû ze junc.’ Si sprach ‘Mariâ Magdalênâ was junger dan ich, dô si in die wüeste fuor und in ellende durch rouber unde morder.’ Er sprach ‘got was mit ir.’ Si sprach ‘ich weiz wol, daz got mit mir ist.’ Er sprach ‘er was mit ir gegenwürticlîch.’ Si sprach ‘er ist mit mir geistlich sunder underlâz.’ Er sprach ‘Mariâ hâte einen grôzen enthalt an sîner gegenwürtikeit, des enhâstu niht, liebe tohter.’ Si sprach ‘sît ich alles trôstes enbern sol, sô wil ich der gegenwürtikeit ûzwendic enbern: ich beger, daz er sich in mîner sêle gebere sunder underlâz.’ Er sprach ‘versinne dich baz, sît daz dû dich des annemen wilt.’ Si sprach ‘swîget, erlâzet mich der rede! daz ir sô vil der rede zuo mir geret habt, dâ von habt ir mich gehindert.’ Er sprach ‘wizzest, wêristû von wârheit berüeret, dû hêtist durch mich gelâzen noch getân. Dû maht wol wizzen, daz ich ein crêatûre bin. Die wîle dan crêatûre gegeben unde genomen mac, sô wizzist, daz dû niht der wârheit lebest. Diu wârheit hât alsô vil tugende an ir, daz si den menschen wol rihtet ûf daz aller hœhste sunder aller crêatûre helfe. Dâ von darft dû mich niht schuldig geben, wan wizzest, wer von wârheit ist berüeret, der heilige geist ist sîn meister, daz er in wîset, wer im volgen wil in die hœhste schuole, diu ie gemachet wart. Dâ lernet der mensche in eime ougenblike mê, denne alle meister geworten mügen.’ Si sprach ‘ir sprechent wâr.’
By the fourth loaf we should understand God’s righteousness. As merciful as he is, so righteous is he also in himself. Know that if I were to tell you of God’s righteousness, it would be too hard for people; very few would ever seek grace. Therefore we show people God’s mercy and cast them into purgatory, so that on the Last Day they may find grace, if it cannot happen sooner. Know that God’s righteousness is so strict in itself that it can make every person shudder. Christ knew this well when he said to his disciples: ‘When you have done everything you are able to do, you should still say that you are unprofitable servants.’ This is confirmed for us by Saint John, who never practiced a defect that could have separated him from God and who made himself like the animals in the forest. Surely he knew God’s truth. I say further that God’s righteousness is so strict that if a person had accomplished all the virtuous works ever accomplished by all the saints who are in eternal life, and he were found in one mortal defect (one is called pride, spiritual or bodily; another is sloth in God’s service; the third hatred; the fourth anger; the fifth avarice; the sixth excess in eating and drinking; the seventh unchastity: these are mortal sins), know that whoever is found in one of them must be eternally lost. I say that even if all the saints who are in heaven prayed for that person, it could not help him. I say further: even if Christ fell before his Father and Mary his mother, it would not help; the soul could never be helped. Therefore I say further that I would rather have a person who had committed a thousand mortal sins and acknowledged them than a person who had never committed a mortal sin except one and would not acknowledge it: that person will be lost. I say further: if a person had practiced every virtue ever practiced by holy Christendom, it could not help him; he would have to be condemned with the lost. But the one who has committed a thousand mortal sins and acknowledges them and lays them aside with true repentance and with the whole will never to do them again, and with constant love to amend his defects until his death, will be saved. Know that he stands with the blessed. Ah, dear daughter, now observe who they are who have been without mortal sin all their days and who can say with the young man: ‘I have kept the Ten Commandments all my days.’ Would to God that I knew one person who could say, ‘I have kept the first commandment all my days,’ which Christ spoke: love your God with all the powers of your soul; and who had also guarded himself all his days from the sin called spiritual pride.
By the fifth loaf we should understand true faith. We should understand this to mean that we should have complete faith in God. Whoever believes in God must trust God, and must know God, and thus must love God. Person, see that you have true faith: you must believe that God can do all things. The masters say that whoever has true faith as great as a mustard seed can make one mountain roll to another. Therefore we should strive to free ourselves from everything that is transitory and that darkens for us the light in which we should see true faith, which is God. Know that whoever can say, ‘I am a true Christian,’ should stand in Christ so that Christ is his exemplar, and he should order himself according to Christ’s words and works. Know that whatever Christ ever did, he did so that he might be our model toward eternal truth, for he is truth itself; he can show you true faith. I say this: whoever wishes to come to the Father must come to him in Christ; whoever wishes to know the Father must know him in Christ. Christ confirmed this for us when Philip said, ‘Show us the Father,’ and Christ said, ‘Whoever sees me sees my Father, and wherever my Father is, there am I.’ Therefore we should examine ourselves so that we truly follow the Beloved; this must be so if we ever wish to be saved. Many people say, ‘How could I do as Christ did?’ Christ has taught us this. He said, ‘Take up your cross and follow me.’ You should understand this in such a way that he does not command you to suffer death as he died on the cross. He said, ‘Follow me!’—that is, we should follow him with a perfect life. Know that whatever we lack in the time of his life, in not following him to the very highest in his words and works, must be lacking to us eternally. Therefore he said, ‘In my Father’s kingdom there are many kinds of dwellings.’ Know that many a person will come to the kingdom of heaven who enjoys the divine countenance no more than one of the bright suns in a dark forest. Ah, dear friend, consider the word Christ spoke to his kinswoman when she petitioned him for her sons. He said, ‘Whoever will drink from the cup that is destined for me shall be my co-heir in my Father’s kingdom.’ Thus you should consider: as we measure ourselves here, so the heavenly Father will measure us in return in his eternal kingdom. Concerning this Saint Augustine says: insofar as we know and love here, so shall we enjoy eternally. The masters speak of hell. I will tell you what hell is. It is nothing other than a being. Whatever your being is here, that shall eternally be your being. This is hell. You should understand it thus. Consider how the thief feels who has forfeited his life and is imprisoned: when he sees other people in joy, it is all the worse for him. Thus it happens to those who are in hell and see God and all his friends; the masters hold that this is their greatest pain. — The good daughter, of whom we spoke before, hears this and goes to her honorable confessor. She says, ‘Lord, show me the nearest way to my eternal blessedness.’ He said, ‘Daughter, let that suffice you.’ She said, ‘It will never suffice me so long as I am uncertain of my eternal blessedness.’ He said, ‘Daughter, you are assured of eternal life.’ She said, ‘Lord, have you shown me my nearest way?’ He said, ‘All creatures point you to it. They all say: go farther; we are not God. Daughter, with this you have teaching enough.’ She said, ‘Lord, it does not satisfy me.’ ‘If you will not believe me, then believe the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, who said: take up your cross and follow me. He did not say: take up my cross and follow me. You should understand this: when you do what you are able to do, you should let that suffice you, and know that God is satisfied with it.’ She said, ‘Have I done what I am able to do?’ He said, ‘What do you wish to do?’ She said, ‘I wish to leave honor and possessions and friends and kinsfolk and every outward consolation that can come to me from creatures.’ Then the confessor said, ‘Will you leave me too?’ She said, ‘Yes, lord. If I am to leave all things, then I must leave you too.’ He said, ‘Do not undertake that; it is not given to women.’ She said, ‘I know well that no woman can come to heaven unless she first becomes a man. You should understand this thus: they must perform manly works and have manly hearts with full strength, so that they can resist within themselves and all defective things.’ ‘Now you think yourself very strong; I wonder how you can suffer more than you have suffered.’ She said, ‘Lord, I can suffer everything that Christ suffered for me.’ He said, ‘Those are words.’ She said, ‘I speak truth.’ He said, ‘How will you explain that to me?’ She said, ‘Very well. I have heard it said that the Godhead never came to the aid of the humanity in all the suffering that Christ ever suffered.’ He said, ‘That is true: the Godhead is incapable of suffering, for it never suffered anything and never shall suffer anything, for no one can touch it.’ She said, ‘Everything Christ suffered, I can well suffer.’ He said, ‘Explain that to me.’ She said, ‘I will. I know well that Christ is the noblest man who was ever born: he was descended from seventy-two princes. I say further: he was the noblest blood that Mary’s heart could ever bring forth. Know that I discern that I can rightly suffer everything that he suffered for me. People judge persons according to nobility: the nobler they are, the more delicate they are. Thus I discern that I can bear suffering better than Christ. If I were to speak of everything I know, from the noble beginning of his life in time in true voluntary poverty, know that my heart would have to break.’ She said, ‘I have considered this very well: know that as long as I live I will follow the counsel of the Holy Spirit.’ He said, ‘What does the Holy Spirit counsel?’ She said, ‘He counsels me to abandon myself to the mighty hand of God and to leave every support of creatures.’ He said, ‘You intend badly.’ She said, ‘In what way?’ He said, ‘In that you will not follow counsel; know that obedience is a virtue.’ She said, ‘I will be obedient until my death.’ He said, ‘To whom?’ She said, ‘To Christ, to the heavenly Father, whom John obeyed in the wilderness, and Mary Magdalene, Mary of Egypt, and Mary Salome.’ He said, ‘Here it seems to me that you no longer wish to follow my counsel.’ She said, ‘That is true: I am heartily sorry that I followed human counsel for so long and resisted the counsel of the Holy Spirit.’ He said, ‘Daughter, now hear me. What do you think: what harm have I done you?’ She said, ‘You have hindered me from my eternal blessedness.’ He said, ‘In what way?’ She said, ‘Because you did not at once direct me onto my nearest way.’ He said, ‘That is entrusted to the Holy Spirit: I ought never to counsel you otherwise than I have counseled you.’ She said, ‘Had you and other spiritual people not turned me away from it, I would have spent my time more virtuously than I have now done. I thought that everything spiritual people said was the Gospel.’ He said, ‘The Gospel was made in the Holy Spirit from the perfect life of our Lord Jesus Christ and according to his noble sayings. We read and preach the Gospel openly: whoever wishes to follow it may follow it to the very highest.’ She said, ‘God have mercy that I have not done this all my days.’ He said, ‘It grieves me that you lay the blame on me here, that I have hindered you.’ She said, ‘Yes, I lay the blame on you and on all creatures.’ He said, ‘There you are wrong: no one can hinder you except yourself. Know that whoever is touched by God can be resisted by no one, even if all the saints who are in the kingdom of heaven and all the preachers and barefoot friars who are on earth were to set themselves against him; they could not resist the one who is touched by truth. One word drives him forth, which Christ spoke to the young man when he desired the perfect life. Christ said: keep the Ten Commandments. The young man said: I have kept them all my days. Christ said: if you wish to become perfect, sell everything you have and give it to poor people and follow me. Thus Christ has confirmed the truth for us with Peter and with his other disciples, whom he called to himself with himself into voluntary poverty. Know, daughter, that what Christ did in words and deeds must be true, for he is truth itself; and know that whoever wishes to come to the Father must follow Christ and his footsteps to the very highest.’ She said, ‘Ah, dear father, why then do you counsel against it so strongly?’ He said, ‘Because it is so rigorous a life that whoever is to stand in it greatly needs God to come to his aid.’ She said, ‘I know well that God neither departs nor comes. I know well that whoever abandons himself to him, he sustains him in all his needs.’ He said, ‘What will you do when you are despised by all creatures?’ She said, ‘That is what I desire: that I may become in our Lord Jesus Christ the least creature he has among all creatures, so that I may say with Paul: I rejoice; all creatures are a cross to me and I am a cross to all creatures.’ He said, ‘Daughter, you are too young for this.’ She said, ‘Mary Magdalene was younger than I when she went into the wilderness and into exile among robbers and murderers.’ He said, ‘God was with her.’ She said, ‘I know well that God is with me.’ He said, ‘He was with her in his presence.’ She said, ‘He is with me spiritually without ceasing.’ He said, ‘Mary had great support from his presence; you do not have that, dear daughter.’ She said, ‘Since I am to do without every consolation, I will do without outward presence: I desire that he be born in my soul without ceasing.’ He said, ‘Think better of it, since you wish to undertake this.’ She said, ‘Be silent; release me from this talk! By speaking so much to me you have hindered me.’ He said, ‘Know that if you had been touched by truth, you would neither have left nor done anything because of me. You may well know that I am a creature. As long as creatures can give to you and take from you, know that you do not live truth. Truth has such great power in itself that it directs a person to the very highest without the help of any creature. Therefore you need not blame me, for know that whoever is touched by truth has the Holy Spirit as his master, who directs him, if he wishes to follow him, into the highest school that was ever made. There a person learns in a single instant more than all masters can put into words.’ She said, ‘You speak truly.’
Daz ander wort, daz zuo dem glouben gehœret, daz ist, daz wir gote getrûwen sullen. Wer daz sprechen mac, daz er gote getrûwe, der sol niht alsô vil behalten über naht als ein pfenwert guotes. Ich spriche mê: er sol nihtes niht behalten; mêr: wer ein pfenwert irdisches guotes beheltet vor sînem ebenkristen, den er's nôtdürftig weiz, der ist ein rouber vor gote. Daz wil ich iu bewêren mit Kristô, der alsô vil von minnen durch den menschen geliten hât, unde daz dû den menschen, der alsô nâch Kristô gebildet ist, lâst gebresten haben, durch des willen got alliu dinc geschaffen hât, unde daz dû im sîne nâtûre krenkest unde daz dû im vor beheltst sînes vater guot, daz er ze gote solte tragen. Ich spriche mê: wer fürspart ein pfenwert für sich selber zuo der zît, als ers nôtdürftig wære, und denket: ich bedarf sîn morgen, er ist ein morder vor gote. Daz wil ich iu bewêren. Getrûwete er gote, sô lieze er sich ze gote: gæbe im got morgen den tac, er gæbe im ouch, des er in nôtdürftig weste oder bekante. Dâ von sprich ich, daz wênec liute sîn, die rehten glouben haben und gote vollekomenlîche getrûwen. Wizzet, wer irdesch guot beheltet vor sînen kreften, dâ mite er got kennen unde minnen sol, der mac wol ein morder heizen. Daz bewêre ich iu mit Kristô, dô er sprach ‘ist, daz ich erhaben werde, alliu dinc wil ich nâch mir ziehen.’ Alsus sol der guote mensche alliu dinc ûf tragen ze gote in irn êrsten ursprinc. Diz bewêren uns die meister, daz alle crêatûren sint gemachet durch des menschen willen. Diz prüevent an allen crêatûren, daz ein crêatûre die andern nützet: daz rint daz gras, der visch daz wazzer, der vogel den luft, daz tier den walt. Alsus koment alle crêatûren dem guoten menschen ze nutze, ein crêatûre in der andern treit ein guoter mensche ze gote. Dâ noch ein mensche wære, der gote getrûwete, got tæte im baz, denne er selber immer georden kunde.
Nû sulle wir verstân daz dritte stüke, daz zuo dem glouben gehœret, daz ist, daz wir got bekennen. Ich spriche daz, daz nieman got bekennen mac, er bekenne sich selber mit dem êrsten. Nû merket, wie ir iuch selber bekennen sult. Der mensche, der sich selber bekennen wil, der sol alle wege ein însehen haben in sich selber unde sol in sich ziehen sîne ûzern krefte unde sol sie zemen alsô lange mit starker üebunge, daz sie gehôrsam werden den obersten kreften der sêle, unde sol die üebunge hân alsô lange, biz er die stat besitzet einer lûtern samwizzikeit, daz in dich niht bilden müge, daz minner sî dan got. Dâ lernest dû dich bekennen unde got bekennen.
The second point belonging to faith is that we should trust God. Whoever can say that he trusts God should not keep overnight so much as a penny’s worth of goods. I say further: he should keep nothing at all; indeed, whoever keeps a penny’s worth of earthly goods from his fellow Christian whom he knows to need it is a robber before God. I will prove this to you by Christ, who suffered so much for humanity out of love: if you let a person formed according to Christ suffer want, for whose sake God created all things, you injure his nature and withhold from him his Father’s goods, which he ought to carry to God. I say further: whoever saves a penny’s worth for himself against the time when he may need it and thinks, ‘I will need it tomorrow,’ is a murderer before God. I will prove this to you. If he trusted God, he would abandon himself to God: if God gave him tomorrow the day, he would also give him what he knew or recognized he needed. Therefore I say that there are few people who have true faith and trust God perfectly. Know that whoever holds on to earthly goods before the powers by which he ought to know and love God may well be called a murderer. I prove this to you by Christ, when he said: ‘If I am lifted up, I will draw all things after me.’ Thus the good person should carry all things up to God into their first origin. The masters confirm for us that all creatures were made for the sake of the human being. Consider this in all creatures, that one creature is useful to another: cattle use the grass, the fish the water, the bird the air, the beast the forest. Thus all creatures become useful to the good person; a good person carries one creature in another to God. If there were yet a person who trusted God, God would do better for him than he could ever arrange for himself.
Now we should understand the third point belonging to faith, namely that we should know God. I say that no one can know God unless he first knows himself. Now observe how you should know yourselves. The person who wishes to know himself should always have an inward gaze into himself and should draw his outward powers into himself and tame them by strong practice until they become obedient to the highest powers of the soul; and he should continue this practice until he possesses the state of a pure conscience, so that nothing less than God can form itself in you. There you learn to know yourself and to know God.
Daz vierde, daz zuo dem glouben gehœret, daz ist minne. Der dâ mac sprechen ‘herre, ich minne dich’, der sol allez daz lîden umbe kein warumbe, sunder war umbe daz Kristus geliten hât unde sol ez lîden vröliche sunder lîden. Sprêche got zuo dem menschen munt wider munt ‘dû solt verlorn sîn êwiclîch mit den verlornen’, der mensche solte got deste mê minnen unde solte sprechen ‘herre, sît dû wilt, daz ich verlorn sî, sô wil ich êwiclîche verlorn sîn.’ Alsus sol der mensche mit sînem willen vereinet hân, waz got wil, daz er daz welle in himel und in ertrîche. Des selben sol er sich unwirdic dunken. Der mensche muoz sprechen ‘ich minne dich.’ Nû hân wir den glouben bewêret. Wer dise stücke hât volbrâht mit lebenne, von den wir dâ vor geret hân biz her, der mac sprechen ‘ich gloube in got.’
Bî den zwein gebrâtenen vischen sulle wir verstân (der eine visch ist wille, der ander volbringunge), daz dû dich alsô gar durchüeben solt, daz alle dîne nâtûre alsô gar durchstorben sî, daz marc in den beinen, daz bluot in den âdern und allez daz zuo nâtûrlîcher kraft gehoeret, ob dû gerne gebresten woltest, daz dû ez niht vermügest. Ez ist ein vrâge under den meistern, ob der mensche dâ zuo müge komen, daz er niht sünden müge in disem lîbe? Die besten meister sprechent: jâ. Daz sult ir alsô verstân. Die liute hânt sich alsô durchüebet innen und ûzen, daz sie sich zuo keinem gebresten geneigen mügent. — Bî dem andern vische sulle wir verstân volbringunge aller tugende, alsô daz wir alle tugende haben vollebrâht in uns, daz wir ez niht enwizzen, daz die tugende unser wesen sî worden, daz wir bekennen unde minnen enboven alle tugende. Der mensche, der her zuo komen ist, der liuhtet ein lûter lieht. Die meister sprechent von vierleie lieht. Daz êrste ist nâtûrlich; daz liuhtet nâtûrlîchen liuten, die vil behendikeit kunnen in der zît, und ist in mê schade denne vrume. Daz ander ist ein gnâdenrîche lieht. Swem daz liuhtet, der vertilget daz nâtûrlîche lieht alzemâle; daz liuhtet dem menschen ûf dem wege sîner behaltenisse, alsô daz er in gnâden behalten wirt, ob er im volgen wil ûf daz aller nêhste. Daz dritte lieht daz liuhtet den engelen unde dem menschen, der dâ stêt in sîner êrsten unschulde. Der mensche der enpfâhet von gote mit den engelen alliu dinc, wizzet, der mensche muoz enblœzet sîn aller irdischer sache unde aller geschaffenheit und alsô blôz, als er ûzer got gevlozzen ist. Der mensche vermac, daz der engel niht vermac: er mac in disem liehte komen über alle engel, daz er alliu dinc enpfâhet von dem ursprunge götlîcher wârheit. Dâ wirt im gegeben ein götlîch lieht, daz ist daz vierde lieht, dâ von wir nimmê sprechen. Ich wil mir selber daz behalten.
The fourth point belonging to faith is love. Whoever can say, ‘Lord, I love you,’ should suffer all suffering without any why, except for the why for which Christ suffered, and should suffer it joyfully without suffering. If God were to speak to the person mouth to mouth, ‘You shall be eternally lost with the lost,’ the person should love God all the more and should say, ‘Lord, since you will that I be lost, then I will be eternally lost.’ Thus should the person unite himself with his will to what God wills, so that he wills it in heaven and on earth. He should regard himself as unworthy of this. The person must say, ‘I love you.’ Now we have established faith. Whoever has fulfilled in life these points of which we have spoken above up to this point may say, ‘I believe in God.’
By the two roasted fish we should understand this (the one fish is will, the other fulfillment): that you should exercise yourself so thoroughly that all your nature is so completely dead through and through—the marrow in the bones, the blood in the veins, and everything belonging to natural power—that even if you wished to commit a defect, you would be unable to do so. There is a question among the masters whether a person can come to such a point that he cannot sin in this body. The best masters say: yes. You should understand this thus. Such people have exercised themselves so thoroughly inwardly and outwardly that they can incline toward no defect. — By the other fish we should understand the fulfillment of all virtues, so that we have brought all virtues to fulfillment in ourselves without our being aware of it, so that virtue has become our being, and we know and love above all virtues. The person who has come to this point shines with a pure light. The masters speak of four kinds of light. The first is natural; it shines in naturally gifted people who have much skill in time, and it is more harmful than useful to them. The second is a grace-filled light. In whoever this shines, it wholly destroys the natural light; it shines for the person on the way of his salvation, so that he is preserved in grace if he will follow it by the very nearest way. The third light shines upon the angels and upon the person who stands in his first innocence. The person receives all things from God together with the angels. Know that a person must be stripped of every earthly thing and of all createdness and be as bare as when he flowed forth from God. The person can do what the angel cannot: in this light he can rise above all angels, so that he receives all things from the origin of divine truth. There a divine light is given to him; this is the fourth light, of which we shall speak no further. I will keep that for myself.
Hie kumt diu tohter zuo dem êrbêren bihter unde sprichet ‘herre, ich weiz niht, ob mîn immer rât sol werden.’ Er sprach ‘wie?’ Si sprach ‘ich hân noch an ze vâhende alle tugende. Ich weiz niht, daz ich eine tugende ie volbrâhte ûf irn hœhsten adel, als ich solte.’ Er sprach ‘lâ dir genüegen, als dû getuost daz dû vermaht.’ Si sprach ‘ich getet nie daz ich vermohte unde weiz doch wol, daz ich gote schuldig bin drîerleie schulde. Diu êrste schulde ist bezzerunge für mînen gebresten.’ Er sprach ‘alle menschen möhten niht gebezzeren einen gebresten, got wolte in dan von minnen vergeben.’ Si sprach ‘daz weiz ich wol. Ich solte doch billiche daz mîne tuon und in bezzerunge blîben biz an mînen tôt ûf gnâde.’ Er sprach ‘waz ist diu ander schulde?’ Si sprach ‘daz ich gerne wære in dem freuden unsers herren unde daz ich nie dâ nâch gelebt als ich solte, unde weiz doch wol, wer dar komen wil, der muoz ez mit lebenne ervollen in unserm herren Jêsû Kristô.’ Er sprach ‘dû hâst reht. Sag mir, waz ist diu dritte schulde?’ Si sprach ‘ob noch helle noch himelrîche enwêre, sô solt ich doch dem minner nâch gân von rehter minne als er mir vorgegangen hât, und solte ime volgen ûf daz aller hœhste sunder warumbe. Dise schulde bekenne ich wol unde bezzer mich niht, als ich solde.’ Er sprach ‘waz woldest dû mê tuon? Dû hâst doch gelâzen êre unde guot, friunde unde mâge und allen den trôst, den dû von crêatûren hâtest.’ Si sprach ‘herre, daz ist wâr nâch rede.’ Si sprach ‘hêt ich allez daz got ie geschuof unde lieze daz allez durch got, ich hête niht gelâzen, wan ez was mîn niht, ez was gotes. Waz guot heizen mac, daz ist gotes: her umbe weiz ich wol, daz ich noch ze lâzenne hân, daz ich lâzen sol.’ Er sprach ‘waz solt dû lâzen?’ Si sprach ‘daz sol ich mich selber. Wenne ich mich gelâze an allen den stücken, dâ ich mich vinde, sô mac ich sprechen, daz ich mich gelâzen habe.’ Er sprach ‘dû hâst wâr; mich hât wunder, alsô zart als dû wære, waz dû lîden mügest die grôzen smâcheit, diu dich übergêt.’ Si sprach ‘got weiz wol, des enhân ich kein bevinden.’ Er sprach ‘berüeret dich niht, daz dîne friunde, geistlich unde weltlich, durch dînen willen sô betrüebet sint und sie des dunket, daz dû allez unreht tuost?’ Si sprach ‘waz sol mir daz geseit? Ich wêne wol, daz Kristus weste, dô er in dem tempel saz, daz sîn muoter unde Joseph betrüebet wâren, dô sie in suohten. Die meister sprâchen zuo Kristô: dîn vater unde dîn muoter suochent dich. Kristus sprach: wer mir guot tuot, der ist mîn vater unde mîn muoter unde mîn swester unde mîn bruoder.’ Er sprach ‘dû seist wâr. Ich bite dich, daz dû dîne nôtdurft nemist, wenne man dir sî geben wil dur got.’ Si sprach ‘bescheident mich, waz rehtiu nôtdurft sî.’ Er sprach ‘wiltû bescheiden sîn rehter nôtdurft?’ Si sprach ‘jâ.’ ‘Daz ist brunne unde brôt und ein rok: daz ist rehte lîplich nôtdurft.’ Si sprach ‘nû bescheident mich nôtdurft.’ Er sprach ‘daz ist daz wir der aller versmæhteste mensche werden in Kristô, der einer lebet.’ Si sprach ‘nû lône iu got, bitet für mich, daz got allen crêatûren urloup gebe, daz sie mich urteilen in daz aller niderste unde daz mich alle menschen marteren nâch ir willen.’ Er sprach ‘des sol dir gnuoc geschehen, wiltû dem nâch gân daz dû bekennest.’ Ein heilige sprichet: weste got einen menschen, der allez daz lîden möhte, daz alle menschen geliten hân, daz gêbe er im allez ze lîden ûf daz, daz sîn wirdikeit deste mêr wêre in êwikeit. Diz tuot got durch lûtere minne allen den, die er zuo im geruofen mac. Ein meister sprichet, daz nieman lîdens wert sî wan der sîn von herzen begert. Er sprach ‘tohter, dû hâst reht. Ich bite dich, daz dû blîbest in disem lande und üebe dich wenne dû wilt.’ Si sprach ‘des enwil ich niht tuon: ich wil daz mîne tuon, ich wil in ellende gân und in alle die stete, dâ ich durchêhtet werden mac. Ir sult wizzen, daz ich in der minsten versmêhede mê gotes hân funden denne von aller der süezikeit, diu mir von crêatûre ie geschach.’ Er sprach ‘des enstrâf ich niht, wan ez ist wâr. Kristus hât uns bewêret mit dem worte daz er sprach zuo sînen jungeren ‘ir sult gân an alle die stete, dâ ir durchêhtet werdet.’’ Si sprach ‘nû gesegen iuch got unde habent mînen dienst zwischen mir unde gote.’ Er sprach ‘kum zuo mir, swâ dû mich vindest.’ ‘Daz tuon ich gerne.’
Sant Paulus sprichet von den heiligen martirêren unde von den vriunden unsers herren ‘sie sint tôt.’ Daz sulle wir alsô verstân, daz wir tôt müezen sîn. Ich spriche: wer niht ze grunde tôt ist, der mac die minnestên heilikeit niht bekennen, die got sînen geminneten vriunden ie offenbârete. Ir sult wizzen, alsô lange als dû weist, wer dîn vater unde dîn muoter ist gewesen in der zît, sô wizzest, daz dû des rehten tôdes tôt niht enbist. Ich spriche mê: alsô lange als dich daz berüeret, daz man dîne bihte niht hoeren wil noch dir gotes lîchnam niht geben wil noch dich nieman herbergen wil und alle menschen dich versmæhen, als lange dû daz vindest in dir, daz dich daz berüeren mac, sô wizzist, daz dû dem rehten tôde vremde bist. Dû solt wizzen: wenne dû in dir niht envindest, wannân dû komen bist von irdischer art, unde dir vergezzen ist aller êre getête unde waz dir ie geschach in der zît, daz dir des alsô gar vergezzen ist, daz ez nimmer in dir erbildet noch dû niht in dir envindest denne einen lûteren ûfganc dîner sêle, sô maht dû sprechen, daz dû ze grunde tôt sîst. Sô wizzest: wer alsus tôt ist, der blîbet an allen dingen in einer glîcheit stênde, daz in niht berüeren mac. Her ûf sprichet sant Johannes ‘sêlic sint die in got sterbent.’ Nû prüevent, lieben vriunde, wie guot sterben ist in got. Wir mügen frœlîche sterben ûf daz, daz got lebe in uns und alliu werc in uns wirke und wir der ledic sîn. Wir müezen doch sterben, wizzit, daz ist ein senfte tôt. Manige liute sprechent von der heiligen leben, waz sie geliten haben. Der dâ von reden wolde, waz unsers herren vriunde geliten hânt, dem wære daz zît ze kurz. Ich spriche: sie hânt niht geliten: mit der aller minsten bevindunge, daz sie ie gotes bevunden, dâ hâten sie alles irs lîdens vergezzen. Diz geschiht wol, die wîle diu sêle imme lîbe ist. Ich spriche mê: der mensche mac dar zuo komen imme lîbe, daz im vergizzet aller sîner arbeit, daz er ir nimmer mê gedenket. Ich spriche mê: wer von minnen niht enlîdet, dem ist lîden lîden und ist im swære. Wer aber von minnen lîdet, der enlîdet niht unde daz lîden ist fruhtbêr vor gote. Her umbe, lieben vriunde, müge wir gerne sterben in gote, daz wir sunder lîden sîn an allen dingen. Wizzet, wer diz hât bevunden, der ist ze grunde tôt. Daz wir alsus sterben in gote, des helf uns der vater unde der sun unde der heilige geist. Âmen.
Here the daughter comes to the honorable confessor and says, ‘Lord, I do not know whether I shall ever be helped.’ He said, ‘How so?’ She said, ‘I still have all the virtues to begin. I do not know that I have ever brought a single virtue to fulfillment in its highest nobility as I ought.’ He said, ‘Let it suffice you that you do what you are able.’ She said, ‘I never did what I was able to do, and yet I know well that I owe God a threefold debt. The first debt is amendment for my defects.’ He said, ‘All human beings together could not amend a single defect unless God wished to forgive it out of love.’ She said, ‘I know that well. Yet I should rightly do my part and remain in amendment until my death, relying on grace.’ He said, ‘What is the second debt?’ She said, ‘That I would gladly be in the joy of our Lord, and yet I have never lived toward it as I ought; and I know well that whoever wishes to come there must fulfill it in life in our Lord Jesus Christ.’ He said, ‘You are right. Tell me, what is the third debt?’ She said, ‘Even if there were neither hell nor the kingdom of heaven, I should still follow the Lover from true love as he has gone before me, and should follow him to the very highest without a why. I acknowledge this debt well, and I do not amend myself as I ought.’ He said, ‘What more would you do? You have left honor and possessions, friends and kinsfolk, and all the consolation you had from creatures.’ She said, ‘Lord, that is true according to speech.’ She said, ‘If I possessed everything God ever created and left all of it for God, I would have left nothing, for it was not mine; it was God’s. Whatever may be called good is God’s. Therefore I know well that I still have something to leave which I must leave.’ He said, ‘What must you leave?’ She said, ‘I must leave myself. When I let go of myself in all the points in which I find myself, then I may say that I have let go of myself.’ He said, ‘You speak truly; I wonder, delicate as you are, how you can endure the great contempt that comes upon you.’ She said, ‘God knows, I have no awareness of it.’ He said, ‘Does it not touch you that your friends, spiritual and worldly, are so distressed on your account and think that everything you do is wrong?’ She said, ‘What should that matter to me? I suppose Christ knew, when he sat in the temple, that his mother and Joseph were distressed when they sought him. The teachers said to Christ: your father and your mother are seeking you. Christ said: whoever does good to me is my father and my mother and my sister and my brother.’ He said, ‘You speak truly. I ask you to take what you need when it is offered to you for God’s sake.’ She said, ‘Explain to me what true necessity is.’ He said, ‘Do you wish to be instructed concerning true necessity?’ She said, ‘Yes.’ ‘It is a spring, bread, and a garment: that is true bodily necessity.’ She said, ‘Now explain necessity to me.’ He said, ‘It is that we become in Christ the most despised person alive.’ She said, ‘Now may God reward you; pray for me that God give all creatures permission to judge me into the lowest place and that all people torment me according to their will.’ He said, ‘Enough of that will happen to you if you follow what you know.’ A saint says: if God knew a person who could bear all the suffering that all people have suffered, he would give it all to him to suffer, so that his worthiness might be all the greater in eternity. God does this out of pure love to all whom he can call to himself. A master says that no one is worthy of suffering except the one who desires it from the heart. He said, ‘Daughter, you are right. I ask you to remain in this land and practice whenever you wish.’ She said, ‘I will not do that: I will do what is mine to do; I will go into exile and to all the places where I can be persecuted. You should know that in the least contempt I have found more of God than in all the sweetness that ever came to me from a creature.’ He said, ‘I do not rebuke that, for it is true. Christ confirmed it for us with the word he spoke to his disciples: “You shall go to all the places where you are persecuted.”’ She said, ‘Now may God bless you, and keep my service between me and God.’ He said, ‘Come to me wherever you find me.’ ‘I will gladly do that.’
Saint Paul says of the holy martyrs and of our Lord’s friends: ‘They are dead.’ We should understand this to mean that we must be dead. I say: whoever is not completely dead cannot know even the least holiness that God ever revealed to his beloved friends. You should know that as long as you know who your father and mother were in time, you are not dead with the true death. I say further: as long as it touches you that people will not hear your confession, will not give you God’s body, will not lodge you, and all people despise you—as long as you find within yourself that this can touch you, know that you are a stranger to the true death. You should know: when you no longer find within yourself whence you came according to earthly lineage, and every honorable deed and whatever ever happened to you in time has been forgotten by you, so completely forgotten that it no longer takes form within you, and you find within yourself nothing but a pure ascent of your soul, then you may say that you are completely dead. Know then: whoever is dead in this way remains in an equal state in all things, so that nothing can touch him. Concerning this Saint John says: ‘Blessed are those who die in God.’ Now consider, dear friends, how good it is to die in God. We may gladly die so that God may live in us and work all works in us, while we are free of them. We must die in any case; know that this is a gentle death. Many people speak of the lives of the saints and what they suffered. Whoever wished to speak of what our Lord’s friends have suffered would find the time too short. I say: they did not suffer; with the very least experience they ever had of God, they had forgotten all their suffering. This can indeed happen while the soul is in the body. I say further: a person can come to such a point in the body that he forgets all his toil and never thinks of it again. I say further: whoever does not suffer from love finds suffering to be suffering, and it is hard for him. But whoever suffers from love does not suffer, and the suffering is fruitful before God. Therefore, dear friends, may we gladly die in God, so that we may be without suffering in all things. Know that whoever has experienced this is completely dead. That we may thus die in God, may the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit help us. Amen.
Nû kumt diu vor genante tohter zuo ir bihtvater und sprichet in an ‘herre, hœret mich durch got.’ Er sprach ‘wannân kumest dû?’ Si sprach ‘von verren landen.’ Er sprach ‘von waz landen bistû?’ Si sprach ‘herre, bekennet ir mich niht?’ Er sprach ‘weiz got, nein ich.’ Si sprach ‘daz ist mir ein zeichen, daz ir iuch selbe nie bekantent.’ Er sprach ‘daz ist wâr. Ich weiz wol, bekante ich mich selber als ich solte ûf daz nêheste, sô kante ich alle crêatûren ûf daz aller hœhste.’ Si sprach ‘daz ist wâr. Herre, dise rede lâze wir belîben. Hœret mich durch got.’ Er sprach ‘gerne, nû sag an.’ Diu tohter tuot ir bihte zuo dem êrbêren bihter alsô, als ez nû in ir ist, daz sîn sêle iu im selber errewet wirt. Er sprichet ‘liebe tohter, kum schiere zuo mir.’ Si sprichet ‘füeget ez got, ez ist mir liep.’ Er gêt hin zuo sînen brüedern unde sprichet ‘ich hân einen menschen gehoeret, ich weiz niht unde zwîvel dar an, ob er mensche oder engel sî. Ist er ein mensche, sô wizzet, daz aller sîner sêle krefte wonent mit den engeln in dem himel und sîn sêle hât enpfangen ein engelwesen. Si kennet unde minnet über alle menschen, der ich kunde ie gewan.’ Die brüeder sprechent ‘gelobet sî got.’ Der bihter suochet die tohter, wâ er si weiz und in der kirchen unde bitet si getriuwlîche, daz si mit im rede. Si sprichet ‘bekennet ir mîn noch niht?’ Er sprichet ‘nein ich, daz weiz got.’ ‘Sô wil ich ez iu von minnen sagen. Ich bin der arme mensche, den ir ze gote gezogen hânt.’ Dô offenbâret si im, wer si sî. Er sprichet ‘ach mich armen man, wie mac ich mich sô wol schamen vor den ougen gotes, daz ich sô lange geistlichen schîn hân gehabt und ich sô wênic bevunden hân götlîcher heimlicheit.’ Er sprichet ‘ich bite dich, liebe tohter, durch die minne, die dû ze gote hâst, daz dû mir offenbârest dîn leben und dîne üebunge, die dû sider hâst gehabt, sît ich dich ze jüngeste sach.’ Si sprichet ‘dâ wêre vil von ze sagenne.’ Er sprichet ‘ez mac niht ze vil gesîn, ich hœre ez gerne. Wizzest, mir ist vil wunders von dir geseit.’ Diu tohter hebt an unde seit dem bihter unde sprichet ‘ir sult mich nimmer vermelden, die wîle ich lebe.’ Er sprichet ‘ich gib dir mîne triuwe, daz ich dich nimmer vermelde en dîner bihte, die wîle dû lebst.’ Si sleht ûz unde seit im alsô vil wunders, daz ez in wunder hât, daz ein mensche ie sô vil möhte gelîden. Si sprichet ‘herre, mir gebristet noch. Ich hân in mir funden, daz ich daz allez übergangen hân, des mîn sêle begert hêt, ân alleine, daz ich niht bin an gesprochen von mînem glouben.’ Er sprach ‘gelobet sî got, daz er dich ie geschuof.’ Er sprach ‘nû solt dû dir lâzen genüegen.’ Si sprach ‘nimmer als lange als mîn sêle blîben hât in der stat der êwikeit.’ Er sprach ‘mir genüegete wol, hête mîne sêle den ûfganc, den dîne hât.’ Si sprach ‘mîn sêle hât einen ûfganc an aller hindernisse; si hât aber niht ein stête blîben. Wizzet, der wille benüeget mir niht, weste ich, waz ich tuon solte dar umbe, daz ich bestêtet würde in der stêten êwikeit.’ Er sprach ‘hâst dû sîn alsô grôz begirde?’ Si sprach ‘jâ.’ Er sprach ‘des selben muostû blôz sîn, ob dû immer bewert wirst.’ Si sprach ‘ich tuon gerne’ unde setzet sich in eine blôzheit. Dâ ziuhet si got in eime götlîchen liehte, daz si wênet ein mit got sîn. Als lange als daz wert dâ wirt si geslagen mit einer überswenker götlîcher bevindunge wider in sich selber, daz si sprichet: ich weiz wol, daz mîn nimmer rât mac werden. Der bihter gêt dike zuo der tohter unde sprichet ‘sage mir, wie gêt ez dir nû?’ Si sprichet ‘ez gêt mir übel, mir ist himel und ertrîche ze enge.’ Er bitet si im etewaz sagen. Si sprichet ‘ich weiz sô liehtes niht, daz ich sagen müge.’ Er sprichet ‘tuo ez durch got, sage mir ein wort.’ Er gewinnet ir eines abe mit minnen. Dâ ret si mit im alsô wunderlîche und alsô tiefe sprüche von der blôzen bevindunge götlîcher wârheit, daz er sprichet ‘wizzist, diz ist allen menschen fremde, unde wære ich niht ein solich pfaffe, daz ich ez selber gelesen hête von götlîcher kunst, sô wære ez mir ouch fremde.’ Si sprichet ‘des gan ich iu übele: ich wolde, daz irz befunden hêtet mit lebenne.’ Er sprichet ‘dû solt wizzen, daz ich sîn alsô vil befunden hân, daz ich ez alsô wol weiz, als ich weiz daz ich hiute messe sprach. Wizzist, daz ich ez niht mit lebenne besetzen hân, daz ist mir aber leit.’ Diu tohter sprichet ‘bitet got für mich’ unde gêt wider in ir einôte unde gebrûchet sich gotes. Die wîle wert aber niht lange, si gêt wider für die porte unde heischet ir êrbêren bihter unde sprichet ‘herre, vreuwet iuch mit mir, ich bin got worden.’ Er sprichet ‘des sî got gelobet! Ganc wider von allen liuten in dîn einôte: blîbest dû got, ich gan dir sîn wol.’ Si ist dem bihter gehôrsam unde gêt in die kirchen in einen winkel. Dâ kam si dar zuo, daz si alles des vergaz, daz ie namen gewan, unde wart alsô verre gezogen ûzer ir selber unde ûzer allen geschaffenen dingen, daz man si ûz der kirchen muoste tragen, unde lac biz an den dritten tac unde heten si sicher für tôt. Der bihter sprach ‘ich geloube niht, daz si tôt sî.’ Wizzet, wære der bihter niht gewesen, man hête si begraben. Man versuohte si mit allem dem, daz man kunde: ob diu sêle in dem lîbe wære, des kunde man nie bevinden. Man sprach ‘sicher, si ist tôt.’ Der bihter sprach ‘sicher, si enist.’ An dem dritten tage kam diu tohter wider. Si sprach ‘ach, mich arme, bin ich aber hie?’ Der bihter was gereite dâ und rette zuo ir und sprach ‘lâ mich genieẓen götlîcher triuwen und offenbâr mir dîner bevindunge.’ Si sprach ‘got weiz wol, ich enmac. Daz ich befunden hân, daz mac nieman gewortigen.’ Er sprach ‘hâstû nû allez daz dû wilt?’ Si sprach ‘jâ, ich bin bewêret.’
Gelobet unde geëret sî der name unsers herren Jêsû Kristî, daz er uns geoffenbâret hât, daz wir erkriegen mügen in gnâde daz er selber ist von nâtûre. Ez muoz sîn ein got lidender mensche, der sich selber undertritet und alliu geschafniu dinc. Der mensche muoz sterben fünf tôde. Der êrste tôt ist, daz er sterbe aller nâtûrlîcher dinge. Alse der mensche tôt ist aller nâtûrlîcher dinge, denne stêt der geist in sînem werke. Nochdanne mac der mensche gevallen in sînen êwigen tôt. Daz ist uns bewêret mit Lucifer. Der was ein lûter geist in im selber, der viel von im selber und sol êwiclîche vallen. Her umbe sulle wir sterben imme geiste, daz unser geist vergeistet werde in den geist der wârheit. Hie sulle wir an vâhen ze lebenne, in dem leben unsers herren Jêsû Kristî, unde sullen volgen sînen sprüchen unde sînem bilde ûf daz aller hœhste. Dâ sulle wir sterben in unserm herren Jêsû Kristô in der wârheit, die er selber ist und alsô als er selber tôt ist an der menscheit. Nû sulle wir ûfstân mit unserme herren Jêsû Kristô unde sullen leben in dem leben des lebens. Dâ kume wir in dem sune zuo dem vater. Dâ wirt dem menschen ein slag des tôdes unde wirt geslagen in sich selber von dem götlîchen liehte. Dâ lernet der mensche sich selber erkennen. Dâ ist im vergeẓẓen alles des guotes, daz im got ie getet von sîner bekantnisse. Gedenke, wort, wille unde werc stânt vor im offen in dem widerblicke des götlîchen liehtes, daz er dâ von dem vater enpfangen hât. Hie verurteilet sich diu sêle in dem götlîchen liehte under alle crêatûre. Si vindet keine stat, dâ si blîben müge. Si dunket sich bœser dan die snœdeste crêatûre, die got ie geschuof. Lucifer ist ir alze guot, si verurteilet sich under in. Daz ist dâ von die meister sprechent, daz Kristî sêle unde Lucifers in eime liehte geschaffen wurde. Hie vinde wir der sêle jâmer, dâ von si sich urteilen muoz. Kristî sêle was diu aller wîseste sêle, diu ie wart: si kêrte sich in dem gescheffede gên den schepfer. Dar umbe cleidete sî der vater mit eime götlîchen cleide und eigenschaft der nâtûre. Lucifer der kêrte sich zuo gebresthaftigen dingen: dâ von viel er unde sol êweclîche vallen. Noch vallent alle die, die sich von gote kêrent an zergenclichiu dinc. Hie vindet sich diu sêle inne unde vernihtet sich in ir selbe unde wil dâ ligen êweclîche, wan si diu ist, diu sich verschuldet hât.
Now the aforementioned daughter comes to her confessor and addresses him: ‘Lord, hear me for God’s sake.’ He said, ‘From where do you come?’ She said, ‘From distant lands.’ He said, ‘From what lands are you?’ She said, ‘Lord, do you not know me?’ He said, ‘God knows, no, I do not.’ She said, ‘That is a sign to me that you never knew yourself.’ He said, ‘That is true. I know well that if I knew myself as I ought, by the nearest way, then I would know all creatures in the very highest way.’ She said, ‘That is true. Lord, let us leave this discourse. Hear me for God’s sake.’ He said, ‘Gladly; now begin.’ The daughter makes her confession to the honorable confessor according to how things now stand within her, so that his soul is moved within himself. He says, ‘Dear daughter, come quickly to me.’ She says, ‘If God disposes it, it is dear to me.’ He goes to his brothers and says, ‘I have heard a person; I do not know and I doubt whether this person is human or angel. If this person is human, then know that all the powers of this soul dwell with the angels in heaven, and the soul has received an angelic being. She knows and loves beyond all people of whom I have ever had knowledge.’ The brothers say, ‘Praised be God.’ The confessor seeks the daughter where he knows her to be, in the church, and faithfully asks her to speak with him. She says, ‘Do you still not know me?’ He says, ‘No, I do not, God knows.’ ‘Then out of love I will tell you. I am the poor person whom you drew toward God.’ Then she reveals to him who she is. He says, ‘Ah, poor man that I am, how deeply I may be ashamed before the eyes of God that I have so long had the appearance of spirituality and have experienced so little of divine hiddenness.’ He says, ‘I ask you, dear daughter, by the love that you have toward God, that you reveal to me your life and the practice you have had since I last saw you.’ She says, ‘There would be much to tell.’ He says, ‘There cannot be too much; I gladly hear it. Know that many wondrous things have been told me about you.’ The daughter begins and tells the confessor, saying, ‘You shall never disclose me while I live.’ He says, ‘I give you my pledge that I will never disclose you in connection with your confession while you live.’ She pours it all out and tells him so many wondrous things that he marvels that a human being could ever suffer so much. She says, ‘Lord, I still lack something. I have found within myself that I have passed beyond everything my soul desired, except only that I have not been challenged on account of my faith.’ He said, ‘Praised be God that he ever created you.’ He said, ‘Now you should let that suffice you.’ She said, ‘Never, so long as my soul must remain in the state of eternity.’ He said, ‘It would satisfy me well if my soul had the ascent yours has.’ She said, ‘My soul has an ascent without any hindrance, but it does not have a steadfast abiding. Know that mere willing does not satisfy me; if I knew what I should do so that I might be established in steadfast eternity, I would do it.’ He said, ‘Do you have so great a desire for it?’ She said, ‘Yes.’ He said, ‘You must be bare of that very thing if you are ever to be proved.’ She said, ‘I gladly will,’ and places herself in a bareness. There God draws her in a divine light, so that she thinks herself one with God. As long as this lasts, she is struck back into herself by an overwhelming divine experience, so that she says: I know well that I can never be helped. The confessor often goes to the daughter and says, ‘Tell me, how is it with you now?’ She says, ‘It goes badly with me; heaven and earth are too narrow for me.’ He asks her to tell him something. She says, ‘I know nothing so slight that I could say it.’ He says, ‘Do it for God’s sake; say one word to me.’ Through love he wins one thing from her. Then she speaks with him in such wondrous and profound sayings about the bare experience of divine truth that he says, ‘Know that this is foreign to all people; and if I were not such a priest that I had myself read it in divine knowledge, it would be foreign to me too.’ She says, ‘I begrudge you that: I would wish that you had experienced it in life.’ He says, ‘You should know that I have experienced so much of it that I know it as surely as I know that I said Mass today. Know that I have not possessed it in life; that grieves me.’ The daughter says, ‘Pray to God for me,’ and goes back into her solitude and enjoys God. But that time does not last long. She goes again before the gate and asks for her honorable confessor and says, ‘Lord, rejoice with me; I have become God.’ He says, ‘Praised be God! Go back from all people into your solitude: if you remain God, I am glad for you.’ She is obedient to the confessor and goes into the church, into a corner. There she came to such a state that she forgot everything that ever received a name, and was drawn so far out of herself and out of all created things that they had to carry her out of the church; and she lay until the third day, and they held her certainly to be dead. The confessor said, ‘I do not believe that she is dead.’ Know that if the confessor had not been there, they would have buried her. They tested her with everything they knew, to see whether the soul was in the body, but they could never perceive it. They said, ‘Surely she is dead.’ The confessor said, ‘Surely she is not.’ On the third day the daughter returned. She said, ‘Ah, poor me, am I here again?’ The confessor was ready there and spoke to her, saying, ‘Let me benefit from divine faithfulness and reveal to me your experience.’ She said, ‘God knows well, I cannot. What I have experienced no one can put into words.’ He said, ‘Do you now have everything you want?’ She said, ‘Yes, I have been proved.’
Praised and honored be the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has revealed to us that by grace we may win what he himself is by nature. There must be a God-suffering person who subdues himself and all created things. A person must die five deaths. The first death is that he dies to all natural things. When a person is dead to all natural things, then the spirit stands in its work. Yet the person can still fall into his eternal death. This is shown to us by Lucifer. He was a pure spirit in himself; he fell from himself and shall fall eternally. Therefore we should die in the spirit, so that our spirit may be spiritualized into the spirit of truth. Here we should begin to live in the life of our Lord Jesus Christ and should follow his sayings and his image to the very highest. There we should die in our Lord Jesus Christ in the truth that he himself is, and just as he himself is dead in his humanity. Now we should rise with our Lord Jesus Christ and live in the life of life. There we come in the Son to the Father. There a stroke of death comes upon the person, and he is struck into himself by the divine light. There the person learns to know himself. There he forgets all the good that God ever did him through his knowledge. Thought, word, will, and deed stand open before him in the reflected glance of the divine light that he has received there from the Father. Here the soul judges herself in the divine light beneath every creature. She finds no place where she may remain. She thinks herself worse than the meanest creature God ever created. Lucifer is too good for her; she judges herself beneath him. This is why the masters say that Christ’s soul and Lucifer’s were created in one light. Here we find the soul’s misery, because she must judge herself. Christ’s soul was the wisest soul that ever was: in creation she turned herself toward the Creator. Therefore the Father clothed her with a divine garment and the property of nature. Lucifer turned himself toward defective things: therefore he fell and shall fall eternally. Still all those fall who turn from God toward transitory things. Here the soul finds herself within and annihilates herself in herself and wishes to lie there eternally, for she is the one who has incurred the guilt.
Die aller besten meister sprechent, daz von dem aller nidersten engele, der in dem himel ist, ein tropfe sî gevallen ûf den obersten himel, dâ von hânt alle himel ir louf unde loufet ieclich himel alsô verre, als ime diu nâtûre gegeben hât, unde tragent den einen tropfen umbe. Von dem enpfindent alle crêatûre ir leben, die ie leben gewunnen in der zît, hie inne îlent alle crêatûre zuo ir êrstem ursprunge. Hie bevindet diu sêle, daz alsô wênec gotes ist gewesen in der zît, daz wir werken sullen alliu werc obwendig der zît in êwikeit. Daz ist uns bewêret mit Kristô. Er würket alliu werc in êwikeit. Hête got ie kein werc ûzer ime geworht, sô wære er got niht gewesen. Alsô wirket got alliu sîniu werc, daz sie in ime blîbent. Alsô sulle wir tuon unseren werken, sô bestênt sie in êwikeit. Daz sulle wir alsô verstân: daz heizet mîn unde blîbet in mir, daz mir nieman genemen mac. Hie wirt diu sêle geslagen unde sprichet ‘ach, daz ich alsô manic werc ûzer mir geworht hân!’
Hie sprechent die meister von nâtûre. Nâtûre unde nâtûrlicheit sint niht ein. Nâtûrlicheit ist an genomen in der zît, nâtûre ist êwic in ir selber. Diz sleht diu sêle. Die meister sprechent, daz der tunre kome niergen von denne von unglîcheit. Des enwellent die wolken niht in in lîden, daz in unglîch ist, unde stôzent zesamen: dâ von kumet der tunr unde der widerblic. Alsus tuot der wint unde wêt alsô lange biz er ûzer im getrîbet daz im unglîch ist; daz ist der regen. Alsus reingent sich alle crêatûren von dem, daz in unglîch ist. Hie bevindet diu sêle, daz si dike hât in ir gelâzen wonen daz ir unglîch was. Si sprichet ‘alle crêatûren hânt mich gewîset zuo mîner êwigen sêlikeit. Des entäten sie Lucifer niht: er viel von ime selber sunder enthalt von der unglîcheit, die er an sich nam. Hie hât mich got enthalten in im selber. Des enwolte ich nie bekennen: dar umbe mac ich nimmer gnâde gesuochen.’ Hie wil si ligen unde von ir selber nimmer ûf komen. Dâ sprechent die meister, daz got muoz von nâtûre in sich ziehen sîn glîch von sîns selbesheit, als diu sunne ziuhet ûf daz wazzer an sich. Dâ wirt diu sêle vereinet in der blôzen gotheit, daz si nimmer mêr müge funden werden, als vil als ein tropfe wînes mitten in dem mer. Als vil got vallen mac, als vil mac der mensche gevallen in keinen gebresten. Der mensche heizet ein gotformelich mensche. Got ist in der persône ein wirkende werkmeister. Der mensche hât ein wâr bevinden aller dinge. Sie stênt in im âne bilde, die wîle er ein ist in got unde alliu dinc in ime sint. Hie bestêt daz wort, daz alliu dinc in dem menschen sint âne bilde. Die meister sprechent: wer eine sêle welle mezzen, der sol si nâch gote mezzen, wan der grunt gotes unde der grunt der sêle sint ein wesen. Daz minneste teil der sêle daz ist daz dem lîbe leben gît. Der mensche, der diz mit leben hât erfüllet, der hât in ime eine niwe wunne âne underlâz. Alleine der mensche wandelen muoz in der zît, joch sô stêt er in dem wesen sîner êwigen weslicheit. Er hât die stat besezzen der wârheit. Disen menschen sol man prüeven an fünf stücken. Daz êrste ist, daz er nimmer clêglich wort gesprichet. Daz ander ist, daz er sich nimmer entschuldiget, swaz man ûf in ret, er lâze sich die wârheit berihten. Daz dritte ist, daz der mensche in himelrîche noch in ertrîche niht begert denne als got wil von im selber. Daz vierde ist, daz er in der zît nimmer berüeret enwirt. Daz fünfte ist, daz er nimmer mê ervrewet wirt: er ist selber diu vreude.
The very best masters say that from the lowest angel who is in heaven a drop fell upon the highest heaven; from this all the heavens have their course, and each heaven runs as far as nature has granted it, and they carry the one drop around. From it all creatures that ever gained life in time perceive their life; within this all creatures hasten toward their first origin. Here the soul experiences how little of God has been in time, and that we should work all works above time in eternity. This is shown to us by Christ. He works all works in eternity. If God had ever worked any work outside himself, he would not have been God. Thus God works all his works so that they remain in him. Thus should we do with our works, and then they endure in eternity. We should understand it thus: that is called mine and remains in me which no one can take from me. Here the soul is struck and says, ‘Ah, that I have worked so many works outside myself!’
Here the masters speak of nature. Nature and naturalness are not one. Naturalness is assumed in time; nature is eternal in itself. This strikes the soul. The masters say that thunder comes from nowhere but unlikeness. The clouds will not endure within themselves what is unlike them, and they collide: from this come thunder and the flash. Thus the wind too acts and blows until it drives out of itself what is unlike it; that is the rain. Thus all creatures cleanse themselves of what is unlike them. Here the soul experiences that she has often allowed what was unlike her to dwell within her. She says, ‘All creatures have directed me toward my eternal blessedness. They did not do this for Lucifer: he fell from himself without support because of the unlikeness he took upon himself. Here God has sustained me in himself. I never wished to acknowledge this; therefore I can no longer seek grace.’ Here she wishes to lie and never rise from herself again. Then the masters say that by nature God must draw his like into himself from his own selfhood, as the sun draws the water upward to itself. There the soul is united in the bare Godhead so that she can no longer be found, any more than a drop of wine in the midst of the sea. As little as God can fall, so little can the person fall into any defect. Such a person is called a God-formed person. God is in the person an active master-worker. The person has a true experience of all things. They stand within him without image, while he is one in God and all things are in him. Here the saying holds that all things are in the person without image. The masters say: whoever wishes to measure a soul should measure her according to God, for the ground of God and the ground of the soul are one being. The smallest part of the soul is that which gives life to the body. The person who has fulfilled this in life has within himself a new delight without ceasing. Although the person must walk in time, nevertheless he stands in the being of his eternal being. He has taken possession of the place of truth. Such a person should be tested by five points. The first is that he never speaks a complaining word. The second is that he never excuses himself; whatever is said against him, he lets truth instruct him. The third is that the person desires neither in heaven nor on earth anything except as God wills from himself. The fourth is that in time he is never moved. The fifth is that he is never again made joyful: he himself is joy.
Hie kumt der êrbêre bihter unde suochet die tohter in eime vremden lande unde bitet si getriulich durch got, daz si mit im rede. Si sprichet ‘ich rede wol von ûzern dingen mit iu.’ Er sprichet ‘daz ist mir liep. Sage mir, waz dunket dich, daz dich aller meist gefüeget habe zuo der êwigen wârheit.’ Si sprichet ‘daz ist, daz ich mich gelâzen hân wâ ich mich vant. Daz ander, daz ich mich nie entschuldigete waz man ûf mich redde, daz mich aleine an gienc. Daz dritte, daz ich nie sô vil pîne geleit, ich gerte ir mê unde dûhte mich, daz ich ez billiche lîden solde. Daz vierde, daz ich mich alle wege dâ zuo fuogte, daz ich der minste mensche was und arm und abgescheiden von allem trôste, der mir von crêatûre werden mohte. Daz fünfte, daz ich nie menschen gesach an sînem gebresten, ich strâfte in dar umbe, unde daz ich nie gehôrte daz wider dem êwangelio was unde wider Kristî leben, ich gêbe mînen lîb dar umbe in den tôt. Ir sunt wizzen, daz ich dar umbe mê geüebet bin, daz ich diu liute gestrafet hân umbe ir gebresten, dâ ich sie bekante in ir êwigem schaden. Daz sult ir wizzen, daz ich daz niergent umbe tet denne von lûterr minne durch got, wan sie mich erbarmten. Wizzet, daz mich diu liute versmêhet hânt mit manigem smêhelichen worte. Daz sehste, daz ich nie die stat geschuohte, dâ man mich versmâhte: wan wâ man mir êre bot, dannân flôch ich, unde wâ man mich versmâhte, dâ blieb ich. Daz sibende, daz ich nie hinder mich gesach, sît ich ûf den wec gewîset wart zuo mîner êwigen sêlicheit, unde daz ich keiner crêatûre rât nie gevolgete, wan daz ich allez für mich gienc in eime rehten ernste. Daz ahte, daz mir nie benüegete alles des liehtes, dar în ich gesetzet wart, noch mit aller der beschöude, daz was mir allez niht, sît ich bewêret wart. Daz niunde, daz ich gote nie enbleip, waz got ie durch mich gewerken wolde. Daz zehende, daz ich mich innen und ûzen üebete ûf daz aller hœhste.’ Er sprach ‘gelobet sî got! Nû hâstû mir geseit von ûzerr üebunge: nû sage mir von inrer üebunge.’ Si sprach ‘got weiz wol, ich fürhte, daz irs niht verstânt.’ Er sprach ‘nû sag mir doch ein wort.’ Si sprach ‘dô ich bewêret wart, dô wâren in mir alliu diu werc, diu got ie geworhte, daz was ein cleine dinc, daz under dem himel was. Mîn wonunge was in dem himele unde dâ wonte ich mit dem gesinde, daz in der drîvaltikeit wonet, unde was mir alsô wol bekant als eime guoten man sîn hûs, dâ er inne wonet, unde bekante underscheide aller crêatûren und alles gescheffedes gotes: des hâte ich alsô underscheide, als ich hân fünf vinger in mîner hant.’ Er sprach ‘des sinnes beriht mich baz.’ Si sprach ‘ich tuon. Ich hête aller mîner sêle krefte gezemt. Wenne ich in mich sach, sô sach ich got in mir und allez daz got ie geschuof in himelrîche und in ertrîche. Des wil ich iuch noch baz berihten. Ir wizzet wol, wer in got gekêret ist unde in den spiegel der wârheit, der siht allez daz, daz in dem spiegel geriht ist, daz sint alliu dinc. Diz was mîn inre üebunge, ê ich bewêret wart. Habet ir den sin wol verstanden?’ Er sprach ‘ez muoz von nôt wâr sîn.’ Er sprach ‘ist dîn üebunge nû niht alsô?’ Si sprach ‘nein. Ich hân mit engeln noch mit heiligen niht ze schaffende noch mit allen crêatûren noch mit allem dem, daz ie geschaffen wart; prüevet selber vil ebene: niht alleine daz ie geschaffen wart, mê: daz ie gewortiget wart, dâ hân ich niht ze schaffende.’ Er sprach ‘des berihtet mich.’ Si sprach ‘daz tuon ich. Ich bin bewêret in der blôzen gotheit, dâ nie bilde noch forme inne wart.’ Er sprach ‘bistû dâ allez stêteclîche?’ Si sprach ‘jâ.’ Er sprach ‘wizzest, dise rede hœre ich gerne, liebe tohter, rede für baz.’ Si sprach ‘dâ ich stân dar mac kein crêatûre komen in crêatûrlîcher wîse.’ Er sprach ‘verrihte mich baz.’ Si sprach ‘ich bin dâ, dâ ich was, ê ich geschaffen wurde, daz ist blôz got unde got. Dâ ist weder engel noch heilige noch kœre noch himel. Manige liute sagent von aht himeln unde von niun kœren; der enist dâ niht, dâ ich bin. Ir sult wizzen, allez daz man alsus wortiget unde den liuten für leit mit bilde, daz ist niht dan ein reizen ze gote. Wizzet, daz in got niht ist dan got; wizzit, daz kein sêle in got komen mac, si werde ê got alsô, als si got was, ê si geschaffen wurde.’ Er sprach ‘liebe tohter, dû seist wâr. Nû tuo ez durch got unde rât mir dînen nêhesten rât, wie ich her zuo kome, daz ich diz guot besitze.’ Si sprach ‘ich gib iu einen getriwen rât. Ir wizzet wol, daz alle crêatûren sint von nihte geschaffen unde müezen wider ze nihte werden, ê sie in iren ursprunc koment.’ Er sprach ‘daz ist wâr.’ Si sprach ‘sô ist iu gnuoc geseit. Prüevet, waz ist niht?’ Er sprach ‘ich weiz, waz niht ist unde weiz wol, waz minner ist dan niht. Daz soltû alsô verstân: alliu gebresthaftigiu dinc sint vor gote niht. Wer denne gebresten üebet, der ist minner denne niht.’ ‘War umbe?’ ‘Er ist des gebresten kneht. Niht ist niht. Wer dem nihte dienet, der ist minner denne niht.’ Si sprach ‘daz ist wâr. Har nâch rihtet iuch, ob ir zuo iwerm guote komen welt, unde sult iuch vernihten under iuch selber und under alle crêatûre, alsô daz ir niht enpfindet, daz ir mê ze tuonne habet, daz got in iu wirken müge.’ Er sprach ‘dû seist wâr. Ein meister sprichet: wer got minnet für sînen got unde got an betet für sînen got unde im dâ mite lâzet genüegen, daz ist mir als ein ungeloubic mensche.’ Si sprach ‘sêlic sî der meister, der diz ie gesprach: er bekante die wârheit. Ir sult wizzen, wer im dâ mite lâzet gnüegen, mit dem daz man gewortigen mac: got ist ein wort, himelrîche ist ein wort, der niht für baz wil komen mit der sêle kreften, mit bekentnisse unde mit minne denn ie gewortiget wart, der sol billiche ungloubic heizen. Waz man wortiget daz begrîfent die nidersten sinne oder krefte der sêle. Dâ mite genüeget den obersten kreften der sêle niht: sie dringent immer für baz, biz sie koment in den ursprunc, dâ diu sêle ûz gevlozzen ist. Ir sult doch wizzen, daz diu kraft der sêle in den ursprunc komen enmac. Die niun krefte der sêle die sint alle knehte des mannes der sêle unde helfent dem manne für den ursprinc unde ziehent in ûz den nidersten dingen. Als diu sêle stêt in ir magenkraft ob allen geschaffenen dingen vor dem ursprunge, sô blîbent alle die krefte hie ûze. Daz sult ir alsô verstân. Ez ist diu sêle blôz unde nakent aller namhaftiger dinge, sô stêt si ein in ein, alsô daz si ein fürwertgân hât in der blôzen gotheit, als daz oleum ûf dem tuoche, daz vihtet allez für baz: alsus vihtet diu sêle für baz unde fliuẓet immer für unde für als lange als daz got geordent hât, daz diu sêle muoz geben dem lîbe wesen in der zît. Wizzit, als lange als der guote mensche lebet ûf ertrîche, sô hât sîn sêle ein fürgân in der êwicheit. Her umbe hânt guote gerne daz leben. Er sprach ‘tohter, dû hâst wâr. Ein meister sprichet: lægen zwei menschen an irm tôde unde stüenden in glîcher minne vor den ougen gotes unde solten beide sterben, daz eine stürbe vor dem andern alsô lange, daz daz ander einen siufzen möhte getuon gên got oder einen gedanc nâch der aller minster marter, die got ie geleit, oder nâch dem minsten worte, daz got ie gesprach, daz hête er immer mê enbor zuo eime prîsande vor dem andern, daz dâ vor gestorben ist, als lange als got êwic ist.’ Si sprach ‘daz ist wâr: daz sult ir alsô verstân. Als diu guoten ûf gênt, alsô gênt lie bœsen nider die in gebresten sint.’ ‘Eyâ, liebe tohter, nû berihte mich. Man seit von helle unde von vegefiure unde von himelrîche unde dâ von lesen wir gar vil. Nû lesen wir ouch, daz got ist in allen dingen und alliu dinc sint in gote.’ Si sprach ‘daz ist wâr.’ Er sprach ‘nû berihte mich durch got, wie ich diz sülle verstân ûf der nêhsten wârheit.’ Si sprach ‘daz tuon ich gerne, als verre ichz gewortigen mac. Helle ist niht dan ein wesen. Waz hie der liute wesen ist, daz blîbet êwiclîche ir wesen, alsô ob sie drinne funden werden. Menge liute wênent hie haben ein wesen der crêatûre unde wênent dort besitzen ein götlîch wesen. Des enmac niht sîn. Wizzet, daz vil liute dâ inne wirt betrogen. Daz vegefiur ist ein angenomen dinc als ein buoze, daz nimt ende. Daz sult ir alsô verstân. Etelîche liute êrent got alsô sêre unde die friunde gotes, daz sich got dur nôt über sie erbarmen muoz, wêr ez doch niht ê dan an irm ende, daz in werde ein rehte riuwe in minne und in bekantnisse, daz sie sich habent ûzer in selber und ûzer allen geschaffinen dingen. Dâ wirt rehte minne ir wesen, alsô ob sie langer solten leben, daz sie nimmer gebresten solten geüeben und allez daz wolten lîden von rehter minne, daz unser herre Jêsus Kristus geliten hât und alle sîne geminten friunde. Dise liute koment ûf, daz in gnâden geschiht. Mêr: die liute, die in ir wesen hinnân varnt der crêatûrlicheit, die müezent êwiclîche blîben mit ir wesen, daz dâ heizet helle. Alsus blîbet ouch den ir wesen, die dâ niht in in blîben lâzent denne got alleine; dâ wirt got ir wesen und blîbet êwiclîche ir wesen. Diz sult ir alsô verstân. Man seit von dem jungesten tage, daz got sol urteil geben. Daz ist wâr. Ez ist aber niht als die liute wênent. Ieclîch mensche urteilt sich selber alsô: als er dâ erschinet in sînem wesen, alsô sol er êwiclîche blîben. Nû sprechent menge liute: der lîcham sülle erstân mit der sêle. Daz ist wâr. Ez ist aber niht als die liute verstênt. Daz wesen des lîbes kumt zuo dem wesen der sêle unde wirt dâ ein wesen. Die sêlen, die ir zît in gote verzert hânt alle ir tage unde got ir wesen ist gewesen, dâ blîbet got ir wesen lîbes unde sêle êwiclîche. Alsus geschiht niht den bœsen, die ir zît mit geschefte vertân hânt der crêatûre, unde daz ir wesen ist gewesen, daz blîbet dâ ir wesen unde sinkent êwiclîche von gote und von allen sînen friunden, unde daz heizet man helle. Diz sult ir alsô verstân, daz die selben liute hânt ir wesen von gote, want si enwæren anders niht. Alsus sint sie in gote unde got ist in in. Wizzent, si hânt daz wesen von gote. Nû verstânt. Sie sint alsô in gote als ein man, der sînen lîp verworht hât gegen einem rehten künige, alsô daz er im hât sîn êre genomen unde sînen friunden und im dike an sînen lîp gerüeret hât, unde der herre hêt im nie niht dan guot getân und er wênet, daz er sich bezzern sülle, und ergert sich alle zît, alsô daz er siht, daz er sich nimmer gebezzeren wil. Der künic begrîfet den man mit rehtem gerihte unde tœtet sîn niht. Daz tuot er dar umbe, daz er im die smâcheit gelten wil, die er im getân hât. Bî dem êrsten bindet man im hende unde füeze unde wirfet in den understen turm under krotten und slangen und in daz unflêtige wazzer, daz in dem understen turne pfliget ze sîne. Dar nâch nimet man in ûz unde setzet in an ein smæhe stat, daz alle liute sehen sîn offenbar laster, und er siht aller liute vreude. Deste mêr ist sîn pîne. Alsus tuot man im eine smâcheit über die ander, die smêhelichesten die man erdenken mac, unde wirfet in alle wege wider în und ist alle zît wartende, wenne man in verderben welle. Alsus mac man sprechen: der man ist in des küniges hove, wan der turm ist als wol in des küniges hove als der sal, dâ der künic ist mit sînen geminten friunden, unde doch verstêt ir wol, daz ir wesen unglîch ist. Alsus ist niht dem himelischem volke, von dem wir dâ vor gesprochen hân. Ir sult wizzen, daz daz jâmer êwiclîche wern muoz. Wizzet, mich hât wunder, swer dise rede hœret daz der sünden getar. Ir sult wizzen, daz daz vegefiur alsô angeslich in im selber ist, wer ez rehte erkante, er blîbe keine wile in gebresten. Daz vegefiur sult ir alsô verstân: daz ist nâch der zît unde nâch reden. Swenne diu sêle von dem lîbe scheidet alsô, als ich dâ vor geret hân, in triwen unde minnen unde willen alliu dinc ze tuon durch got und allen gebresten abe ze lâzen durch got, sô wizzet, daz diu sêle stêt in grôzem jâmer, wan si niht mê enmac unde si des wartet, wenne sich got über si erbarmen welle. Unde wêr ez doch niht ê dan an dem jüngesten tage, diu hoffenunge ist ir wesen. Ir sult wizzen, daz diz allez abe gêt nâch dem jüngesten tage. Aber die liute, die in götlîcher weslicheit stênt, die blîbent unberüeret alsô: wenne diu sêle scheidet von dem lîbe, sô blîbet si in dem wesen götlîcher weslicheit als verre, als si got bekant unde geminnet hât, unde nâch dem jüngesten tage daz wesen des lîbes mit dem wesen der sêle wirt ein wesen in der götlîcher weslicheit. Und alsô sult ir verstân, nâch dem besten meisterspruche. Endürfent ir iuch niht rihten, daz sie sagent von dem gescheffede, daz Johannes sî mit lîbe unde mit sêle ze dem himelrîche und ander die friunde unsers herren, von den man sprichet, daz sie in gote sîn mit lîbe unde mit sêle obwendic zît in êwikeit. Des enmac niht sîn. In gote mac niht gesîn dan got: dâ ist munt noch nase noch hant noch fuoz noch kein gescheffede, daz zuo dem lîchamen gehoeret. Dâ von mac diz niht bestân, daz sie mit lîbe dar sîn komen. Welt ir den sin niht verstân, dô diu zît kam, daz Johannes hin solte, dô liez im got geschehen, daz im an dem jüngesten tage geschehen solte. Daz tet er im von rehter minne, wan er als reine was. Des nam daz wesen der sêle daz wesen des lîbes mit ime mit einer götlîcher hilfe unde wart ûf gezogen. Daz sult ir alsô verstân. Der lîp, der in der erden solte verwornden sîn, der wart verzert in dem lufte, daz niht mê in got kam denne daz wesen des lîbes, daz doch der sêle gevolget hête an dem jüngesten tage. Alsus geschach Marîen und allen den, von den man sprichet, daz sie mit lîbe ze gote sîn komen.’ Er sprach ‘dû seist wâr. Dû solt wizzen, daz grôz disputacie ist gewesen under unseren besten meistern umbe dise rede.’ Si sprach ‘ich wil iu sagen, wie irz verstân sult. Wir wellen sîn komen an unsern herren Jêsum Kristum, unde prüevet an sîner ûfvart. Er az, dô er ze himel vuor. Ir wizzet wol, daz diu spîse muoste verwerden in der ûfvart, und alliu diu angenomeneheit, die Kristus an sich genomen hâte, diu bleip in der zît. Er mohte mit im niht bringen in den vater wan als ez ûz dem vater geflozzen was. Daz wesen Kristi sêle fuorte mit ir daz wesen der edelen menscheit unsers herren Jêsû Kristi mit götlîcher weslicheit. Alsus bestênt die persônen in dem vater, daz er ein ist mit dem vater. Alsus gesênt alle die in dem vater, die daz erkriegent in gnâden, daz Kristus hât von nâtûre: niht alsô, daz sie daz leben des lîbes mit in füeren ûf, der zît sô si hinnân varnt, ez muoz enplîben biz an den jüngesten tac, dâ alliu dinc ze nihte werdent, dâ wirt der sêle alrêst ir wesen des lîbes nâch gemeiner rede. Ir wizzent wol, den got begnâden wolte, er tête im daz selbe, daz er Johannes tet.’ Er sprach ‘daz weiz ich wol. Tête ich, als sant Dominicus tet, ich würde Dominicus. Sanctus Dominicus verkoufte sîniu buoch und allez, daz er hete, unde gab ez armen liuten durch got. Liebe tohter, des entuon wir niht und ander menge tugende, die sant Dominicus tet. Dâ von blîben wir daz wir sîn, wir stellen dar ûf, daz wir grôze pfaffen werden, unde leben im niht. Sant Franciscus was ein einvaltic man; dâ von tet im got grôze êre. Er gienc einvelticlîche ze gote mit volkomenem lebenne, des wart im got heimlich. Dô was ein guoter pfaffe in dem lande, der hâte des grôzen haz in im selber, daz der leie hête alsô grôze heimlicheit mit gote. Er gienc zuo im und sprach: bruoder, wie sulle wir diz verstân? Diu schrift lêret uns, daz wir die liute sullen strâfen umbe ir gebresten. Sant Franciscus sprach: daz ist guot. Der meister sprach: ich möhte den strâfen, er strâfte mich zwir als vil wider. Sant Franciscus sprach: im sol niht aldus sîn. Ich kan iu die schrift vil baz glôsen: wir sullen alsô durchdehelich leben der wârheit von volkomenem lebenne ûzen unde innen ûf daz aller hœhste, daz wir alle liute strâfen mit irm lebenne. Der pfaffe schamte sich und sprach: bruoder, ir sagent wâr. Wizzet, der noch tête, als sant Franciscus tet, der würde als sant Franciscus. Ich spriche mê: want wir dem leben enplîben, des enplîbet uns diu gnâde. Ich spriche noch mê: der minre wêre denne sant Johannes, er würde mêr denne sant Johannes.’ Si sprach ‘gelobet sî got, daz ir daz selbe bekennet.’ Er sprach ‘ich hân ez lange bekant unde weiz, daz ez wâr muoz sîn, alleine ich ime doch niht lebe.’ Si sprach ‘wizzet, daz ez mich erbarmet. Ir hânt mir geseit von niun himelen. Nû sagent mir, des ich vrâge. Râtet mir nâch iwerm besten sinne, wie ich mîn leben halten sülle, wan ir wizzet mîn leben baz dan alle menschen.’ Er sprach ‘zwâr, daz tuon ich gerne. Dû solt ezzen als dich hungert unde solt trinken als dich turstet, dû solt senfte hemde an tragen, dû solt slâfen unde senfte bestên und allez, daz dîn herze begert von spîse unde von kurzewîle, soltû an dich nemen unde solt nieman leben denne dir selber. Sêhestû vor dînen ougen allez daz versinken, daz got ie geschuof, daz soltestû niht wenden mit einem ave Mariâ unde solt dir heizen dienen alle crêatûren nâch dînem willen, gote ze êren. Dû solt tragen edel gewant, daz ist senfte, unde solt blîben in einer stat unde solt gote ûf tragen alliu dinc. Möhtestû niezen alle crêatûren, daz soltestû billiche tuon, wan welche crêatûre dû niuzest, die treistû ûf in iren ursprinc. Dû weist wol, waz dû niuzest, daz dû in gote gote ze lobe stêst.’ Si sprach ‘daz weiz ich wol, ir sagent wâr. Doch sult ir wizzen, daz ich nimmer anders gegern wil denne als ein armer mensche ze sînde biz an mînen tôt.’ Er sprach ‘dû hâst unreht.’ Si sprach ‘an dem unrechte wil ich blîben. Ich wil ellende und arm sîn, daz mac mir nieman benemen.’ Er sprach ‘ûf mîne sêle, dû tuost dîme gote unreht.’ Si sprach ‘alse wie?’ Er sprach ‘dû hâst doch daz dû wilt.’ Si sprach ‘got weiz wol, ich tuon ez niergent umbe wan der linien ze êren, diu mich geleitet hât zuo mîner êwigen sêlikeit. Als unreht als diu linie ist gewesen in ir selber in der zît und in der êwikeit, alsus wil ich sîn in der êwikeit und in der zît. Ir sult wizzen, daz ich der linien unsers herren Jêsû Kristî niht wil abe gân.’ Er sprach ‘dû solt daz wizzen, got gan dirs alles wol.’ Si sprach ‘ich nime wol alsô vil gemaches an mich, daz ich niht sô vil üebunge hân als ich hie vor hâte. Wizzet, möhte ich allen guoten liuten für baz gehelfen, die ûf dem wege sint zuo ir êwigen sêlicheit unde die noch niht bewêret sint, daz wolte ich gerne tuon; unde möhte ich allen menschen von gebresten helfen, daz tæt ich gerne durch got. Ir sult wizzen, sît unser herre Jêsus Kristus sich üebte biz an sînen tôt, sô wizzent, daz ich ouch billiche daz tuon sol. Mîn ûzeren krefte suln bekümmert sîn mit dem edelen lebenne unde mit der edelen menscheit unsers herren Jêsû Kristî unde mit sînen edelen sprüchen die wîle ich lebe in der zît. Wizzit, die obersten krefte mîner sêle die wirkent in Kristî sêle in dem himelischen vater unde sint dâ in eime wesen, dâ sie sich nimmer nider geneigent. Der heilige geist fliuzet von dem vater durch die krefte in die sêle unde wider von der sêle in got, unde ieclich kraft würket ir sunder werc hie in dem heiligen geiste und in dem vater mit dem sune, unserm herren Jêsû Kristô. Diz sult ir verstân nâch reden. Der wil wizzen alle mîne tage sît dem mâle daz ich ein guot für ein bœsez bekennen mohte.’ Er sprach ‘liebe tohter, beriht mich. Die meister sprechent: tûsent sêlen sitzent in dem himel ûf einer nâdelspitze. Sage mir, wie ich daz verstân sulle.’ Si sprach ‘die meister sagent wâr, unde daz sult ir alsô verstân. Welch sêle in got kumet, diu hât weder stat noch stunde noch kein namhaft dinc, daz man ze worte bringen mac. Mêr: ich wil iu sagen von rede, solte man die stat prüeven, diu einer sêle ze teile wirt, diu ist vil mêre denne himelrîche und ertrîche und allez daz got ie geschuof. Ich spriche mê: daz got als manig himelrîch und ertrîch hête geschaffen und als menge welt und als manige crêatûre ie geschuof, daz wære noch allez minre denne einer nâdeln spitze wider der stat, diu einer sêle ze teile wirt, diu in gote vereinet wirt.’ — Hinnen von rette diu tohter unde kam mit der rede in got unde wart von got alsô vil redende, daz der bihter allez sprach ‘liebe tohter, rede für baz.’ Diu tohter seite im als vil von der grœze gotes unde von der vermügenheit gotes unde von der fürsihtikeit gotes, daz er von allen sînen ûzeren sinnen kam unde daz man in in ein heimliche celle muoste tragen unde lac dâ inne eine lange wîle, ê er wider in sich selber kême. Dô er wider in sich selber kam, dô hât er begirde, daz diu tohter zuo im kême. Diu tohter kam für den bihter unde sprach ‘wie gêt ez iu nû?’ Er sprach ‘von herzen wol. Gelobet sî got, daz er dich ie geschuof zuo einem menschen! dû hâst mich gewîset zuo mîner êwigen sêlicheit, ich bin gezogen in ein götlîche beschöude unde mir ist gegeben ein wâr wizzen alles des, daz ich von dînem munde gehoeret hân. Eyâ, liebe tohter, ich man dich der minne, die dû von gote hâst, daz dû mir helfest mit worten unde mit werken, daz ich ein blîben dâ gewinne, dâ ich nû bin.’ Si sprach ‘wizzet, des enmac niht sîn. Ir sît ungetempert dar zuo. Wenne iwer sêle und iwer krefte gewonlich den wec ûf unde nider gênt als ein gesinde gêt ûz und în in ein hove und ir daz himelische gesinde als wol bekennet in underscheit und allez daz got ie geschuof und iu des niht gebristet, ir wizzet ez als ein man sîn gesinde weiz, danne sult ir prüeven underscheit gotes unde der gotheit. Nû sult ir ouch prüeven underscheit zwischen dem geiste unde der geistlicheit. Danne sult ir alrêst dar nâch stân, daz ir bewêret werdent. Ir sult iuch niht vergêhen, ir sult kurzewîle suochen mit crêatûren, daz ir sîn âne schaden blîbent und ouch sie iwer âne schaden blîben in in selber. Hie mite sult ir iwer krefte ûf ziehen daz ir niht râsende werdent. Diz sult ir alsô dike tuon biz die krefte der sêle gereizet werdent, biz ir dar zuo koment in daz wizzen, dâ von wir dâ vor geret hân.’ Gelobet unde geëret sî der süeze name unsers herren Jêsû Kristi. Âmen.
Here the honorable confessor comes and seeks the daughter in a foreign land and faithfully asks her for God’s sake to speak with him. She says, ‘I will gladly speak with you about outward things.’ He says, ‘That is dear to me. Tell me, what do you think has most disposed you toward eternal truth?’ She says, ‘This: that I surrendered myself wherever I found myself. The second, that I never excused myself for whatever was said against me, when it concerned me alone. The third, that I never suffered so much pain that I did not desire more of it, and it seemed to me that I ought rightly to suffer it. The fourth, that I always disposed myself to be the least person, poor and detached from every consolation that could come to me from creatures. The fifth, that whenever I saw a person in his defect I reproved him for it; and whenever I heard anything that was against the Gospel and against Christ’s life, I would give my life for it in death. You should know that I practiced all the more for this reason: that I reproved people for their defects whenever I knew them to be in eternal harm. You should know that I did this for no reason except from pure love for God, because I had compassion on them. Know that people despised me with many shameful words. The sixth point is that I never avoided the place where I was despised: wherever people offered me honor, I fled from there, and wherever people despised me, there I remained. The seventh is that I never looked behind me after I had been directed onto the way toward my eternal blessedness, and that I never followed the counsel of any creature, but went straight ahead in true earnestness. The eighth is that all the light into which I was set never satisfied me, nor all the contemplation; all this was nothing to me once I had been proved. The ninth is that I never failed God in whatever God wished to work through me. The tenth is that inwardly and outwardly I practiced to the very highest.’ He said, ‘Praised be God! Now you have told me of outward practice; now tell me of inward practice.’ She said, ‘God knows, I fear that you will not understand it.’ He said, ‘Still, tell me one word.’ She said, ‘When I had been proved, all the works God ever wrought were within me; what was beneath heaven was a small thing. My dwelling was in heaven, and there I dwelt with the household that dwells in the Trinity, and it was as well known to me as a good man’s own house in which he lives; and I knew the distinctions of all creatures and of all God’s created work. I knew these distinctions as surely as I have five fingers on my hand.’ He said, ‘Explain this meaning to me better.’ She said, ‘I will. I had tamed all the powers of my soul. When I looked into myself, I saw God in me and everything God ever created in the kingdom of heaven and on earth. I will explain this to you still better. You know well that whoever is turned into God and into the mirror of truth sees everything that is set in that mirror, and that is all things. This was my inward practice before I was proved. Have you understood this meaning well?’ He said, ‘It must necessarily be true.’ He said, ‘Is your practice no longer like this?’ She said, ‘No. I have nothing to do with angels or saints, nor with all creatures, nor with anything that was ever created; consider it very carefully: not only anything ever created, but anything ever put into words—I have nothing to do with it.’ He said, ‘Explain that to me.’ She said, ‘I will. I am proved in the bare Godhead, where neither image nor form ever was.’ He said, ‘Do you remain there always and steadfastly?’ She said, ‘Yes.’ He said, ‘Know that I gladly hear this discourse, dear daughter; go on.’ She said, ‘Where I stand, no creature can come in a creaturely way.’ He said, ‘Explain it to me better.’ She said, ‘I am there where I was before I was created: that is bare God and God. There is neither angel nor saint nor choir nor heaven. Many people speak of eight heavens and nine choirs; none of these is where I am. You should know that everything people put into words in this way and set before others in images is nothing but an enticement toward God. Know that in God there is nothing but God; know that no soul can come into God unless she first becomes God as she was God before she was created.’ He said, ‘Dear daughter, you speak truly. Now do this for God’s sake and give me your nearest counsel as to how I may come to this, so that I may possess this good.’ She said, ‘I will give you faithful counsel. You know well that all creatures are created from nothing and must become nothing again before they come into their origin.’ He said, ‘That is true.’ She said, ‘Then enough has been said to you. Consider: what is nothing?’ He said, ‘I know what nothing is, and I know well what is less than nothing. You should understand it thus: all defective things are nothing before God. Whoever then practices defect is less than nothing.’ ‘Why?’ ‘He is the servant of defect. Nothing is nothing. Whoever serves nothing is less than nothing.’ She said, ‘That is true. Order yourselves accordingly if you wish to come to your good, and annihilate yourselves beneath yourselves and beneath all creatures, so that you perceive nothing more that you must do, and God may work in you.’ He said, ‘You speak truly. A master says: whoever loves God for being his God and worships God for being his God and lets that satisfy him is to me like an unbelieving person.’ She said, ‘Blessed be the master who ever said this: he knew the truth. You should know that whoever lets himself be satisfied with what can be put into words—God is a word, the kingdom of heaven is a word—and will not go farther with the powers of the soul, with knowledge and with love, beyond everything ever put into words, should rightly be called an unbeliever. What is put into words is grasped by the lower senses or powers of the soul. That does not satisfy the highest powers of the soul: they press ever farther until they come to the origin from which the soul flowed forth. Yet you should know that the power of the soul cannot come into the origin. The nine powers of the soul are all servants of the man of the soul and help the man toward the origin and draw him out of the lower things. When the soul stands in her power of capacity above all created things before the origin, all these powers remain outside. You should understand it thus. The soul is bare and naked of all nameable things; then she stands one in one, so that she has an onward movement in the bare Godhead, as oil upon cloth spreads ever farther: thus the soul presses ever farther and flows continually onward for as long as God has ordained that the soul must give being to the body in time. Know that as long as the good person lives on earth, his soul has an onward movement in eternity. Therefore good people gladly have life. He said, ‘Daughter, you speak truly. A master says: if two people lay at the point of death and stood in equal love before the eyes of God and both were to die, and one died before the other by so much time as the other might make one sigh toward God, or one thought upon the very least torment God ever suffered, or upon the least word God ever spoke, then for all the time that God is eternal he would have risen ever more to a higher praise than the other who died before him.’ She said, ‘That is true; you should understand it thus. As the good rise upward, so the evil go downward who are in defects.’ ‘Ah, dear daughter, now explain to me. People speak of hell and purgatory and the kingdom of heaven, and we read very much about these. We also read that God is in all things and all things are in God.’ She said, ‘That is true.’ He said, ‘Now explain to me for God’s sake how I should understand this in the nearest truth.’ She said, ‘I will gladly do so, insofar as I can put it into words. Hell is nothing but a being. Whatever people’s being is here remains eternally their being, according as they are found in it. Many people think that here they may have a creaturely being and there possess a divine being. That cannot be. Know that many people are deceived in this. Purgatory is an assumed thing, like a penance, that comes to an end. You should understand it thus. Some people honor God and God’s friends so greatly that God must of necessity have mercy on them, even if it is not until their end, when true repentance arises in them in love and knowledge, so that they are outside themselves and outside all created things. There true love becomes their being, as though, if they were to live longer, they would never again practice defect and would willingly suffer from true love everything that our Lord Jesus Christ suffered and all his beloved friends. These people rise upward; this happens to them by grace. But the people who in their being go hence in creatureliness must remain eternally with their being, and this is called hell. Likewise their being remains for those who allow nothing to remain in them except God alone; there God becomes their being and remains eternally their being. You should understand this thus. People say of the Last Day that God shall give judgment. That is true. But it is not as people suppose. Each person judges himself in this way: as he appears there in his being, so shall he remain eternally. Now many people say: the body shall rise with the soul. That is true. But it is not as people understand it. The being of the body comes to the being of the soul and there becomes one being. The souls who have spent all their days consuming their time in God, and for whom God has been their being, there God remains eternally the being of their body and soul. It does not happen thus to the evil, who have spent their time in occupation with creatures; what has been their being remains their being there, and they sink eternally from God and from all his friends, and this is called hell. You should understand it thus: those same people have their being from God, for otherwise they would be nothing. Thus they are in God and God is in them. Know that they have being from God. Now understand. They are in God in the same way as a man who has forfeited his life before a righteous king, because he has taken away the king’s honor and that of his friends and has often injured his body, while the lord has never done him anything but good; and he thinks that he should amend himself, yet grows worse all the time, so that he sees that he will never amend himself. The king seizes the man by righteous judgment and does not kill him. He does this because he wishes to repay him for the dishonor he has done him. First they bind his hands and feet and cast him into the lowest tower among toads and snakes and into the filthy water that is wont to be in the lowest tower. Afterward they take him out and set him in a shameful place, so that all people see his manifest disgrace, while he sees everyone else’s joy. So much the greater is his pain. Thus they inflict upon him one shame after another, the most shameful things one can imagine, and cast him back in again each time; and he is always waiting for when they will destroy him. Thus one may say: the man is in the king’s court, for the tower is as much in the king’s court as the hall where the king is with his beloved friends; and yet you understand well that their being is unlike. It is not so with the heavenly people of whom we spoke before. You should know that this misery must endure eternally. Know that I marvel that anyone who hears this discourse dares to sin. You should know that purgatory is so fearful in itself that whoever rightly knew it would not remain in defect for even a moment. You should understand purgatory thus: it is after time and according to what has been said. When the soul departs from the body in the way I spoke of before, in faithfulness and love and the will to do all things for God and to lay aside every defect for God’s sake, then know that the soul stands in great misery, for she can do no more and waits for God to have mercy on her. And even if this were not until the Last Day, hope is her being. You should know that all this passes away after the Last Day. But the people who stand in divine being remain untouched in this way: when the soul departs from the body, she remains in the being of divine being to the extent that she has known and loved God; and after the Last Day the being of the body with the being of the soul becomes one being in divine being. Thus you should understand it, according to the best teaching of the masters. You need not be disturbed that they say of the created order that John is with body and soul in the kingdom of heaven, and others among our Lord’s friends of whom it is said that they are in God with body and soul above time in eternity. This cannot be. In God there can be nothing but God: there is neither mouth nor nose nor hand nor foot nor any created thing belonging to the body. Therefore this cannot stand, that they came there with the body. If you do not understand the meaning, when the time came for John to depart, God allowed to happen to him what was to happen to him on the Last Day. God did this for him out of true love, because he was so pure. Thus the being of the soul took the being of the body with it by divine help and was drawn upward. You should understand it so. The body that would have decayed in the earth was consumed in the air, so that nothing more came into God than the being of the body, which would nevertheless have followed the soul on the Last Day. Thus it happened to Mary and to all those of whom people say that they came bodily to God.’ He said, ‘You speak truly. You should know that there has been great disputation among our best masters concerning this discourse.’ She said, ‘I will tell you how you should understand it. Let us come to our Lord Jesus Christ and consider his ascension. He ate before he went to heaven. You know well that the food had to pass away in the ascension, and all the assumed condition that Christ had taken upon himself remained in time. He could bring nothing with him into the Father except as it had flowed forth from the Father. The being of Christ’s soul carried with it the being of the noble humanity of our Lord Jesus Christ in divine being. Thus the persons remain in the Father, so that he is one with the Father. Thus all those exist in the Father who win by grace what Christ has by nature: not in such a way that they carry the life of the body upward with them when they depart hence in time; it must remain behind until the Last Day, when all things come to nothing; then, according to common teaching, the soul first receives the being of its body. You know well that if God wished to grant someone grace, he would do for him the same as he did for John.’ He said, ‘I know that well. If I did as Saint Dominic did, I would become Dominic. Saint Dominic sold his books and everything he had and gave it to poor people for God’s sake. Dear daughter, we do not do this, nor many other virtues Saint Dominic practiced. Therefore we remain what we are; we aim to become great priests, but do not live his life. Saint Francis was a simple man; therefore God did him great honor. He went simply to God with a perfect life, and God became intimate with him. Then there was a good priest in the country who had great resentment within himself that a layman had such great intimacy with God. He went to him and said: brother, how should we understand this? Scripture teaches us that we should reprove people for their defects. Saint Francis said: that is good. The master said: I might reprove someone, and he would reprove me twice as much in return. Saint Francis said: it should not be so. I can interpret Scripture much better for you: we should live the truth so thoroughly, from a perfect life outwardly and inwardly to the very highest, that we reprove all people by our life. The priest was ashamed and said: brother, you speak truly. Know that whoever now did as Saint Francis did would become as Saint Francis. I say further: because we fail to live the life, grace fails us. I say still further: one who were less than Saint John would become more than Saint John.’ She said, ‘Praised be God that you acknowledge this.’ He said, ‘I have long acknowledged it and know that it must be true, though I do not live according to it.’ She said, ‘Know that I pity you. You have told me of nine heavens. Now tell me what I ask. Counsel me according to your best understanding how I should order my life, for you know my life better than all people.’ He said, ‘Certainly, I will gladly do so. You should eat when you are hungry and drink when you are thirsty; you should wear soft garments; you should sleep and rest comfortably, and whatever your heart desires in food and recreation, you should take for yourself and live for no one but yourself. If before your eyes you saw everything God ever created sinking away, you should not turn it aside with a single Ave Maria; and you should command all creatures to serve you according to your will, to God’s honor. You should wear noble clothing, that is, comfortable clothing, and remain in one place and carry all things up to God. If you could enjoy all creatures, you should rightly do so, for whatever creature you enjoy, you carry upward into its origin. You know well that whatever you enjoy, you stand in God to God’s praise.’ She said, ‘I know that well; you speak truly. Yet you should know that I will never desire anything different from being a poor person until my death.’ He said, ‘You are wrong.’ She said, ‘I will remain in that wrong. I will be exiled and poor; no one can take that from me.’ He said, ‘By my soul, you do your God an injustice.’ She said, ‘How so?’ He said, ‘You already have what you want.’ She said, ‘God knows well, I do it for no reason except to honor the line that has guided me toward my eternal blessedness. As wrong as that line has been in itself in time and in eternity, so I wish to be in eternity and in time. You should know that I do not wish to depart from the line of our Lord Jesus Christ.’ He said, ‘You should know that God grants you all this willingly.’ She said, ‘I do take upon myself enough ease that I do not have as much practice as I had before. Know that if I could help all good people advance who are on the way to their eternal blessedness and are not yet proved, I would gladly do so; and if I could help all people out of defects, I would gladly do so for God’s sake. You should know that since our Lord Jesus Christ practiced until his death, I too should rightly do this. My outward powers should be occupied with the noble life and the noble humanity of our Lord Jesus Christ and with his noble sayings as long as I live in time. Know that the highest powers of my soul work in Christ’s soul in the heavenly Father and are there in one being, where they never incline downward again. The Holy Spirit flows from the Father through the powers into the soul and back from the soul into God, and each power works its particular work here in the Holy Spirit and in the Father with the Son, our Lord Jesus Christ. You should understand this according to the discourse. He will know all my days from the time when I could know a good thing as an evil one.’ He said, ‘Dear daughter, instruct me. The masters say: a thousand souls sit in heaven upon the point of a needle. Tell me how I should understand that.’ She said, ‘The masters speak truly, and you should understand it thus. Whatever soul comes into God has neither place nor hour nor any nameable thing that can be put into words. Further, I will speak to you in terms of discourse: if one were to consider the place allotted to one soul, it is far greater than the kingdom of heaven and the earth and all that God ever created. I say further: if God had created as many heavens and earths and as many worlds and as many creatures as ever were created, all that would still be less than the point of a needle compared with the place allotted to a soul that becomes united in God.’ — From this point the daughter spoke and in her discourse came into God and spoke so much from God that the confessor continually said, ‘Dear daughter, go on speaking.’ The daughter told him so much of God’s greatness and God’s power and God’s providence that he passed out of all his outward senses, and they had to carry him into a private cell, where he lay for a long while before he came back to himself. When he came back to himself, he desired that the daughter should come to him. The daughter came before the confessor and said, ‘How is it with you now?’ He said, ‘Very well at heart. Praised be God that he ever created you as a human being! You have shown me the way to my eternal blessedness; I have been drawn into a divine contemplation, and a true knowledge has been given me of everything I have heard from your mouth. Ah, dear daughter, I admonish you by the love you have from God that you help me with words and works so that I may gain a steadfast abiding where I now am.’ She said, ‘Know that this cannot yet be. You are not yet tempered for it. When your soul and your powers customarily go the way upward and downward as a household goes out and in within a court, and when you know the heavenly household as well in its distinctions and all that God ever created, and lack nothing of this, knowing it as a man knows his household, then you should examine the distinction between God and the Godhead. You should also examine the distinction between the spirit and spirituality. Only after that should you strive to be proved. You should not overreach yourselves; you should seek recreation with creatures, so that you remain without harm from them and they too remain without harm from you in themselves. By this you should draw your powers upward so that you do not become frantic. You should do this so often until the powers of the soul are stirred, until you come to the knowledge of which we spoke before.’ Praised and honored be the sweet name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.